BEEW BEEW
I'm sick again...w0000000000t
I toko some night time medicing about 4 hours ago and slept, then I called kelly and talked to her for a while, she's at raees house with mike and jole and..ravee, duh
I'm all silly cuz I guess it has 10% alcohol in it, and it makes me kinda weird. I'm not stupid or anything, my mortor skills just arent that good, and I talk slow, and by slow I mean normal because I normaly talk fast
I'm hungry
I'ma play WoW after this, tomorrow I gotta do stuff for school cuz it rocks.
I had a fever for a while, and I felt like crap almost al of pracitce.
but I fooled everyone, and its really tough to act like a cat when you feel like crap, but not too amny people noticed, and those that did probly questioned whether ot not I was okay, cuz I'm an awesome actor
acting is easy, its like real life, only when acting, you wear the mask of your character.
In real life, you wear the mas of whatever best helps you in a situation, or, whatever mask feels righ to you. And for me, I wear masks all the time, because people are stupid and dont take the time to look past it, or, most people dont. Eh, then again, I make terrific masks, it helps me look past other people's, and almost everyone has them, and almost always wear them.
you know, how people behave differently depending on who they are with. Friends, paretns, relatives, strangers. Most people tihnk the same way about ismilar situations..like, idk, think of something that you think happens in most families, like, siblings arguing over sometihng, like, idk, who gets to sit up front in the car, or, what chanel should the TV be on, or who gets to use the computer.
I never have these problems any more, because when you think about it, they are kinda stupid and pointless. I just judge a situation and guess the probability of the various outcomes, and do w/e makes it work good. In some cases, I just open the front door and get in, or I open the sliding door and hop in the back seat. Neither I care for more really, the person in front can control the music, but its easir to relax in the back, and if I think someone might complain, I just pick whatever prevents the complaiing from ever happening.
somtimes I'll just leave the room if I dont want to watch something, or I'll convince the person to wanting to watch soething I want to watch by making it sound entertaining, or I'll compromise. idk how it works, but its never a problem. I guess I've learned not to care about anything.
About the computer, it follows the same pattern as the other two situations.
Before I just about everything that could go more ways than one, I tihnk about the worst thing happening, and accept the fact that it might happen, so that if things go "wrong", I dont mind it at all. Just gotta make sure you never do something where the conciquesnces could be unbearable, and you're fine, but there sre so few of those that you'll probly never need to worry aobut it :)
you know, when you got tons of home work to do. Like, every while or so I run through everything that needs to be done...3 essays, 2 work sheets, 4 chapters, take out the trash, wish a happy birthday, count to 100, everything.
I can't say I've ever been overwhelmed by the "work" I have to do, probly because hen you tihnk about it, its never that much.
hmm....what else
I'm still whoosy from that medicine, brain isnt working properly, going to play WoW and then go read (yay for choosing to read something I dont have too...who knew reading was actualy fun...crazy society, making kids hate it, they should change it)
I toko some night time medicing about 4 hours ago and slept, then I called kelly and talked to her for a while, she's at raees house with mike and jole and..ravee, duh
I'm all silly cuz I guess it has 10% alcohol in it, and it makes me kinda weird. I'm not stupid or anything, my mortor skills just arent that good, and I talk slow, and by slow I mean normal because I normaly talk fast
I'm hungry
I'ma play WoW after this, tomorrow I gotta do stuff for school cuz it rocks.
I had a fever for a while, and I felt like crap almost al of pracitce.
but I fooled everyone, and its really tough to act like a cat when you feel like crap, but not too amny people noticed, and those that did probly questioned whether ot not I was okay, cuz I'm an awesome actor
acting is easy, its like real life, only when acting, you wear the mask of your character.
In real life, you wear the mas of whatever best helps you in a situation, or, whatever mask feels righ to you. And for me, I wear masks all the time, because people are stupid and dont take the time to look past it, or, most people dont. Eh, then again, I make terrific masks, it helps me look past other people's, and almost everyone has them, and almost always wear them.
you know, how people behave differently depending on who they are with. Friends, paretns, relatives, strangers. Most people tihnk the same way about ismilar situations..like, idk, think of something that you think happens in most families, like, siblings arguing over sometihng, like, idk, who gets to sit up front in the car, or, what chanel should the TV be on, or who gets to use the computer.
I never have these problems any more, because when you think about it, they are kinda stupid and pointless. I just judge a situation and guess the probability of the various outcomes, and do w/e makes it work good. In some cases, I just open the front door and get in, or I open the sliding door and hop in the back seat. Neither I care for more really, the person in front can control the music, but its easir to relax in the back, and if I think someone might complain, I just pick whatever prevents the complaiing from ever happening.
somtimes I'll just leave the room if I dont want to watch something, or I'll convince the person to wanting to watch soething I want to watch by making it sound entertaining, or I'll compromise. idk how it works, but its never a problem. I guess I've learned not to care about anything.
About the computer, it follows the same pattern as the other two situations.
Before I just about everything that could go more ways than one, I tihnk about the worst thing happening, and accept the fact that it might happen, so that if things go "wrong", I dont mind it at all. Just gotta make sure you never do something where the conciquesnces could be unbearable, and you're fine, but there sre so few of those that you'll probly never need to worry aobut it :)
you know, when you got tons of home work to do. Like, every while or so I run through everything that needs to be done...3 essays, 2 work sheets, 4 chapters, take out the trash, wish a happy birthday, count to 100, everything.
I can't say I've ever been overwhelmed by the "work" I have to do, probly because hen you tihnk about it, its never that much.
hmm....what else
I'm still whoosy from that medicine, brain isnt working properly, going to play WoW and then go read (yay for choosing to read something I dont have too...who knew reading was actualy fun...crazy society, making kids hate it, they should change it)