Mar 30, 2006 00:29
So I'm back home after a fun filled day of snowboarding with Amanda and biffing it on jumps at Brundage Mountain. I know I'm probably not at the point where I feel I can handle getting involved with someone but I've been having the tendency of going with my instincts even though they may get me in trouble. She's an absolutely nice person and I'm totally crazy about her and finding it difficult to delete the picture of her beautiful smile that's engraved in my brain. With unfinished business and things being unpredictable in both our lives to the point where they can go in completely opposite directions make this a risk I probably should avoid taking and just leave it as a friendship. On top of that, she's a co-worker, and I try very hard to avoid those situations. But I'm just a weak human being that just wants some lovin'.
So yeah... I'm leaving for a week of fun in Seattle in the morning. I'll be seeing many of my favorite band at Taste Of Chaos. I'll be in the city where a lot of my music heroes got their start. Maybe I'll be able to clear my mind and put everything in perspective about my situation.