Very belated update.
Wow! It's been a really fucking long time since I posted here! And I really do appologize for not responding to those that commented in my last post. I want to let you all know I am doing pretty ok for the most part. I'm still playing and making music, I have a pretty cool job and money matters probably stress me out the most. I've gone through a couple dating/relationship type scenarios since I last posted. One good one horribly wrong. The first one helped me understand a lot more about myself. She really helped come to terms with a lot of shit that has been bugging me for a very long time. It's sad that we're no longer together but we parted on good terms and it was for the best. The later was just absolutely horrible. Yes, I got back together with and ex. And no it was not a very recent ex. It was an ex from about 2 years ago. What happened is that could not let go of me but at the same time she moved on with her life without first telling me that she really did move on with her life. I found out by freak accident that she is indeed married. I tried to be reasonable when I confronted her about it but she tossed every last ounce of respect out of the window when she tried to turn the situation over to attack me. I'm unfortunately too tired to type out the whole story. It is an entertaining story when I do get to it. Plus is reassures me that it wasn't a complete waste of time. Shit happens and you learn a little more about yourself and other people.