So most of the time, I'm really optimistic,
but I have my moments where I just want to crawl in a damned hole. Ugh! You don't understanddd what you do to me. "Why do you do what you do to me, baby?! You're shakin' my confidence; drivin' me crazy. You know if I could, I'd do anything for you." haha, those lyrics sort of describe how I'm feeling at the moment. I don't wanna feeeel anymore. haha, sometimes I just want to sleep and not have to deal with the world around me. life is so annoying sometimes. Anyway, I'm having a surprisingly good morning although no one is over and I feel gross. I'm gonna take a shower right now, f'sho. AHHHH! I have homework to do, so that's basically what I'll be doing all day. Last night was realllly fun with Jordan. She completes me and I love her. I have to pee really bad. I've had to pee since last night but I went to sleep without going, haha. I just woke up like an hour ago too, so you can imagine how badly I have to pee. I just get lazy/I don't like going to the bathroom. haha, I'm so weird. Okay, I hope that this week goes by really fast. Ira's coming next weekend. :]