"well, don't call me by my full name. all this is temporary."

i've missed you, livejournal. you always helped me get through the tough times. hah.

i'm listening to camera obscura, supposed to be sleeping, but of course i'm not.

i kissed your caskett goodbye tonight. i whispered some things to you that i hope you could hear. your passing is only going to lead us to realizing what life has to offer. you showed me so many new things, so many new ways to look at life and the world around me. thank you for teaching me about life. you opened so many doors to new worlds that i' ( Read more... )

i never thought about getting older, growing apart, blowing away. i've come to the conclusion that if i keep where i'm at, i'm bound to lose myself somewhere in the mess. truth be told, i'm not so sure where i am at the moment. losing control, waking up, looking at someone else's ceiling, wondering if i'll ever be able to respect myself again after ( Read more... )

there will never be another you. ever. and i'm well aware of that, so you don't need to repeat it to me over and over. i'm more sorry than you could ever imagine. but i need to let go. as much as it hurts me. as much as it hurts you. i'm young. i'm scared of having to stay in one place. maybe i want to travel the world. maybe i want to become a ( Read more... )

tonight was alright. i've had better. but at least i got to see my best friend perform in her dance show :] that was cute. i also got to see my OLD best friend perform too.. which was even more interesting. but awe, she's just as cute as she always was. it's too bad that she became so.. fake.. or.. i don't even know. she has like, plastic blonde ( Read more... )

"going back to get away, after everything has changed.."

oh wow.. 90210 tonight was so great! well, it actually aired on tuesday night, but i never got around to watching it because of school & shtuffffff, so i just watched it tonight. & woah, it was so good. i am not going to be able to sit tight & wait for next season! ugh i can't believe it was season finale for 90210.. AAAAAAND GG. i'm going insane ( Read more... )

honestly, my life could not be any more perfect, EXCEPT FOR school. i hate it. well, actually, i don't hate "school" per say.. i just hate my peers. they're all so entirely fake, i could pawn them off as barbie & ken dolls. along with "female prom king barbie.. i mean ken." that should sell well. i could not be any more annoyed with the people ( Read more... )

i remember that feeling. but it's gone! :] but when listening to this song, i totally think of that time. but i love this song! fall out boy is so incredible. everyone should go buy their latest album! although i doubt anyone reads these journal entries. haha, but if you're a secret stalker, or you just happen to come across this entry.. DO IT! buy ( Read more... )