haha -- LONNNNNNG TIME....
hmmm so yeah..
long, loooooong time..
since i've written in this thing....
i kind of miss posting my thoughts and experiences in this thing.
but hardly no one ever commented me..
no one ever cared..
so i stopped caring too....
i'm currently in Rehoboth Beach, Delaware..
most likely until Thursday.
i wish we were going home tomorrow!!
but nooooo....
not like anyone cares or anything..
probably, no one even knows i left tonawanda.
i told like no one..figured no one would care.
i've just been getting a very low number of calls from people, lately.
some people have been saying some crap, and giving me crap lately, also.
not cool.
seems like no one ever wants to hang out..
or even call to chat.
i would be the one calling people to do stuff..
and no one would.
so i kind of gave up....
life's been kind of ehh lately.
not too sure why.
maybe it's because i'm looking forward to college too much..
so much, to the point where it's making time go by slow..
but in a way, it's better that it's going slow..
it gives me more time to spend with my friends..
but i guess i don't even need that time....
so uh yeah..
this whole trip to Delaware is going nicely.
the beaches and the boardwalks are simply beautiful..
better than i remembered.
we're visiting my grandmother and my uncle.
i've gotten some kick ass grad presents too.
i'm soooo excited!
so i'm heading home with $300, a brand new Coach purse, and a very expensive bracelet from Brazil!!!!
pretty psyched about that!
but the best part is seeing my grandmother..who i hardly ever see..because she lives here..8 hours away....
i'm not too excited about heading back to life in tonawanda..
i don't really miss it.
not really anything to miss, i guess..
there's this guy -- a guy who's been on my mind A LOT!
i met him 2 weeks ago..and he turned my life around!
i met him at my college orientation.
i haven't seen him since 2 sundays ago..
but we still talk all the time.
he took me on my first real date, EVER!
and it was wonderful!!
i'm not sure if he truly likes me, likes me..
or if we're just going to remain strictly friends.
but there may be a possibility that things could escalate lol.
i don't like him, like him - yet..
but, who knows.
i just can't stop thinking of him!!
and it's weird..
so many things that i see and hear remind me of him.
i keep seeing the car he drives, like everywhere!
and then everytime i turn on my mp3 player..it randomly starts off on one of my fave songs..a song that i love even more now..because he sang it to me. and i always hear it when i'm in stores and restaurants, too.
it's kind of freaky, i'm not gunna lie lol!
sooo yeah....
that's an update on my life as of now.
if you read all this..thanks, i appreciate it! you are truly a great friend!!
if not..too bad. lol jk!
some comments or whatever would be nice, though.
talk to you all later..and i'll hopefully see you guys Thursday..?
much love~
♥Jamie
Everyone knows I'm in over my head, over my head....
long, loooooong time..
since i've written in this thing....
i kind of miss posting my thoughts and experiences in this thing.
but hardly no one ever commented me..
no one ever cared..
so i stopped caring too....
i'm currently in Rehoboth Beach, Delaware..
most likely until Thursday.
i wish we were going home tomorrow!!
but nooooo....
not like anyone cares or anything..
probably, no one even knows i left tonawanda.
i told like no one..figured no one would care.
i've just been getting a very low number of calls from people, lately.
some people have been saying some crap, and giving me crap lately, also.
not cool.
seems like no one ever wants to hang out..
or even call to chat.
i would be the one calling people to do stuff..
and no one would.
so i kind of gave up....
life's been kind of ehh lately.
not too sure why.
maybe it's because i'm looking forward to college too much..
so much, to the point where it's making time go by slow..
but in a way, it's better that it's going slow..
it gives me more time to spend with my friends..
but i guess i don't even need that time....
so uh yeah..
this whole trip to Delaware is going nicely.
the beaches and the boardwalks are simply beautiful..
better than i remembered.
we're visiting my grandmother and my uncle.
i've gotten some kick ass grad presents too.
i'm soooo excited!
so i'm heading home with $300, a brand new Coach purse, and a very expensive bracelet from Brazil!!!!
pretty psyched about that!
but the best part is seeing my grandmother..who i hardly ever see..because she lives here..8 hours away....
i'm not too excited about heading back to life in tonawanda..
i don't really miss it.
not really anything to miss, i guess..
there's this guy -- a guy who's been on my mind A LOT!
i met him 2 weeks ago..and he turned my life around!
i met him at my college orientation.
i haven't seen him since 2 sundays ago..
but we still talk all the time.
he took me on my first real date, EVER!
and it was wonderful!!
i'm not sure if he truly likes me, likes me..
or if we're just going to remain strictly friends.
but there may be a possibility that things could escalate lol.
i don't like him, like him - yet..
but, who knows.
i just can't stop thinking of him!!
and it's weird..
so many things that i see and hear remind me of him.
i keep seeing the car he drives, like everywhere!
and then everytime i turn on my mp3 player..it randomly starts off on one of my fave songs..a song that i love even more now..because he sang it to me. and i always hear it when i'm in stores and restaurants, too.
it's kind of freaky, i'm not gunna lie lol!
sooo yeah....
that's an update on my life as of now.
if you read all this..thanks, i appreciate it! you are truly a great friend!!
if not..too bad. lol jk!
some comments or whatever would be nice, though.
talk to you all later..and i'll hopefully see you guys Thursday..?
much love~
♥Jamie
Everyone knows I'm in over my head, over my head....