Inside I hope you know I'm dieing....
When you look back on your life, you won't remember most of the things that seem so important right now. All of the pain, confusion, chaos, and unpredictability will be nothing more than a blur. It's the little things in life that mean the most. These are the things you're going to remember, and these are the things that you'll miss one day. Looking back, I can't remember the fights I had with my siblings. I don't give too much importance to the bad things that have happened to me. Even the things that I felt were so important when I was growing up just don't amount to much now.
I remember the days when I could barely reach over the counter, and Laura and I would steal cookie dough right off the baking sheets. I remember walks to the Ocean Park and finding Horseshoe Crabs. I remember car rides and crazy vacations and ice pops after soccer games. I remember stupid prank phone calls and aimless walking and sleepovers and back to school shopping. I remember finding notes on my car and flowers pressed into books.
I don't remember you at all. Not even a little bit.
I remember the days when I could barely reach over the counter, and Laura and I would steal cookie dough right off the baking sheets. I remember walks to the Ocean Park and finding Horseshoe Crabs. I remember car rides and crazy vacations and ice pops after soccer games. I remember stupid prank phone calls and aimless walking and sleepovers and back to school shopping. I remember finding notes on my car and flowers pressed into books.
I don't remember you at all. Not even a little bit.