How about you try your tricks on me?
I feel like the only time I'm ever really happy is when I'm outside of Massapequa. There's just too many memories there, and I can't deal with it anymore. I just want to forget about everything and start over. I've been trying to do this since I first got to Binghamton, but it's easier said than done. I want something new. Something different. Something that knocks me off my feet and makes every other relationship, every other mistake, seem insignificant and distant. Every guy I meet always seems so great at first, but in the end they all end up being exactly the same. Either that, or just plain boring. Maybe I'm just too picky. Maybe I'm setting myself up for failure. I don't know. All I know is that I want something more than to just walk through life jumping between disappointments. I don't want to settle, or make excuses, or pretend things are good when they aren't. I want the fairytale. Is that too much to ask?
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"So now you want me to fix everything, but baby there's so much and so little time to replace the things I've broken, ripped apart, and thrown away. You can say that you don't miss me. I think about you every day"
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"So now you want me to fix everything, but baby there's so much and so little time to replace the things I've broken, ripped apart, and thrown away. You can say that you don't miss me. I think about you every day"