May 22, 2003 08:15
I just can't sleep, work, do anything right now. My mind is just all over the place and it's so frustrating. I gotta finish writing this damn report of sorts and I can barely make it through the first line. Why can't I be on summer break already?!?!?
I've completely lost touch with one of my good friends and I don't know how to make that better and then I'm kinda behind in work and my emotions are left and right (I have no idea why). I am hoping all of this is just a wierd stage that will pass.
But today should be a good day. I got lots of things to do to keep me on my toes and to keep my physically and mentally busy. I need that. Hmmmmmm, maybe I'll go sunbathe for a while today. I definitely have to make it to the gym though. I've been so good lately. I don't want to fall out of that. Ok, got to hit the books again. Bleh.