May 23, 2003 10:45
So I am meeting with this guy I met over the internet today and I'm totally freaking out. Why would I actually do such thing? I guess because I need to do something new and a little crazy. But he does not have my number or know where I live or anything and we are meeting in a very public place, and you never know, it could turn out to be someone awesome. I mean I've really enjoyed talking to him online and he seems sincere, but we all know that's pretty easy to do when IMing. This will be my adventure for the week and I'll definitely write on how it goes.
Every day I feel a little stronger, like things just don't bother me as much, but at the same time there are moments when I really miss the past. I dream a lot about doing things, re-doing them, or just being around certain people. Sometimes I believe that if I think hard enough they can feel me and hear my thoughts. I hope that is true. I think people really can get vibes, no matter what the distance is.
I'm so glad it's long weekend this weekend. Gives me some time to catch up and just to chill. I gotta start thinking about how I'm going to get my stuff home from school. That is always such a horrible pain. Well, I gotta get my day started. I'm out.