I got to keep going,.,..be strong....

[randyisgod15]

ok, its 1:42am and i cant even fathom sleeping. I did what i thought was the right thing today, i put aside all the things i could have done, and did what i thought was right. And for doing this......i end up so depressed its unbearing. I come home wanting to seriously just fall on the ground in the rain and pass out, but instead i accidently broke my phone because i was so upset i squeezed it to tight and the screen broke. On top of everything, that just had to happen. I felt like so much shit when i got home i wanted to just dissapear. Now my mom thinks im mentally unstable because after my phone broke i was so pissed i had to let out a scream ive been holding in for a long while. After being interrigated i just flipped out. This just sucks so much, im not even aprreciated for my intentions, i didnt mean for any of this to happen. Tomm i have a college essay and a resume to do, which i am deff dreading. I just wish everything could be ok, so i could just get some sleep. But nobody cares, i go the exra mile trying to please people and i get shit shoveled in my face instead, thats unfair. Alright, enough ranting, i just needed to occupy some time untill i pass out or something. Thank you to anyboday who actualy read this, and if u cared, then u are a true friend and i thank you

p.s: I think i can stll recieve phone calls, just dont bother texting me.