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Overall, I guess it's getting easier.
I just feel a little lost. I feel like I'm in a shitty transitional period and my life has stalled. There's good things on the horizon, but now I just need to follow through and keep myself healthy. I left because I was depressed and needed to change my situation in order to change my prospective future, and I stand by that decision, but now I'm just as equally depressed and twice as lonely. I've sacrificed short term comfort for the hope of happiness in the long run.
Christmas was awesome this year, my family were really supportive and helped clear my head immeasurably. I feel a lot more grounded, like I've reconnected with my roots. Now in returning to adelaide the contrast to that has just hit me, and I feel this crushing sense of reality bearing down on me.
I just feel a little lost. I feel like I'm in a shitty transitional period and my life has stalled. There's good things on the horizon, but now I just need to follow through and keep myself healthy. I left because I was depressed and needed to change my situation in order to change my prospective future, and I stand by that decision, but now I'm just as equally depressed and twice as lonely. I've sacrificed short term comfort for the hope of happiness in the long run.
Christmas was awesome this year, my family were really supportive and helped clear my head immeasurably. I feel a lot more grounded, like I've reconnected with my roots. Now in returning to adelaide the contrast to that has just hit me, and I feel this crushing sense of reality bearing down on me.