hypothetically speaking
this is in my barbie dream world. that is my only warning. and be forewarned that this is going to come across as muy pathetic.
here goes:
we could spend the rest of the summer with him driving here and me driving there. then we would spend all of the independence day weekend together- before he has to leave. and then i could drive him to the airport and miss school the day he leaves.
i would cry buckets for three weeks, then invest frequent flyer miles in a ticket to upstate ny, to see my boy. then he gets home a week before classes start. he helps me move, and we spend the weekend together. then he goes god knows where, and we have phone, email, and posts. then he comes to as many home football games as possible and spends those weekends in my arms, and my bed, at my house.
and then we see each other whenever possible. and i am willing to do this? oh the anxiety. kill me now. i just have to get him to agree with this. i really could spend the rest of my days with him.
and then he would settle into a permenant location after i graduated and got a job in that location, or went to grad/law school there. then we could figure out living arrangements and get married and grow up and live happily ever after, and grow old together.
the end.
in reality, we will prolly be over come july 12th, we won't spend the holiday together, because that will only make leaving harder. and then we will keep in minor touch,and i will have to be only his friend. and i will get a bday card, and that will be it.
and i will still cry buckets, and refer to him as the one who got away.
heartache, or heartache? whats it going to be? why shouldn't he stay with me? its not like he will ever meet a girl like me, or have the time to meet and woo anyone with his job situation. so this could work, right?? option number one. hell yes.
DANGER!! BROKEN HEART APPROACHING FAST!!
here goes:
we could spend the rest of the summer with him driving here and me driving there. then we would spend all of the independence day weekend together- before he has to leave. and then i could drive him to the airport and miss school the day he leaves.
i would cry buckets for three weeks, then invest frequent flyer miles in a ticket to upstate ny, to see my boy. then he gets home a week before classes start. he helps me move, and we spend the weekend together. then he goes god knows where, and we have phone, email, and posts. then he comes to as many home football games as possible and spends those weekends in my arms, and my bed, at my house.
and then we see each other whenever possible. and i am willing to do this? oh the anxiety. kill me now. i just have to get him to agree with this. i really could spend the rest of my days with him.
and then he would settle into a permenant location after i graduated and got a job in that location, or went to grad/law school there. then we could figure out living arrangements and get married and grow up and live happily ever after, and grow old together.
the end.
in reality, we will prolly be over come july 12th, we won't spend the holiday together, because that will only make leaving harder. and then we will keep in minor touch,and i will have to be only his friend. and i will get a bday card, and that will be it.
and i will still cry buckets, and refer to him as the one who got away.
heartache, or heartache? whats it going to be? why shouldn't he stay with me? its not like he will ever meet a girl like me, or have the time to meet and woo anyone with his job situation. so this could work, right?? option number one. hell yes.
DANGER!! BROKEN HEART APPROACHING FAST!!