what you want, from who you want, when you want it. .

May 20, 2004 23:31

"she is fine, and its alright. . ."

****WARNING:EXPLICIT!!!!!!!! DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH SEX AND GET OFFENDED BY TALK ABOUT SUCH THINGS!!!!!!I DO NOT WANT TO OFFEND.****

i had a wonderful day of bliss. really, i did. i am in love with the most wonderful guy ever. i really am. i am on such a high. too bad hes keeled over with food poisoning,but hey.

it started out not so good. i can't lie on that one.
after last nights dinner and shopping and then endless homework, i was discouraged for today. and the thunder booms early this morning were not so good.

but then i bought a digital camera. the cute little elph i've always wanted. and aaron's flask is done. and its perfect. just likehim. and i bought a new purse. and finally sunglasses. love life!!

and the sd card for the camera is super on sale at staples. had to get one of those too. now i just have to learn how to work the thing!!

but today was the lugnuts game. before hand, aaron was feeling real shitty. that sort of killed our afternoon plans. but hey, megs and i went over and she got to meet him. before he had to run to the bathroom. poor guy!!

and then it cleared up and we went to the game. by we, i mean aaron, myself and his brother, alex. his brother is like a more mellowed out version of aaron. really he is. we drank some beers and left halfway through. andthen the pistons won!! fuck yeah!!

aaron cooked me freezer pizza for dinner.i only hope he keeps that down. not exactly gourmet, but this is coming from the queen of pb&j over here.
but then we had sex. and it was pistons victory sex. but then we were too tired to move. so that kills the evening. until we start talking, and feel theneed to go at it again.

or well, i do. and i got what i wanted, even though i'm sure he was waydone....

but it was the most mind blowing sex i have ever had. i didn't want it to end. but we were both spent. and in hindsight, i wish that i were laying across him in his itty bitty twin bed right now.

but i have class tomorrow and we are both tired, and he is still sick. and i guess that is sorta embarassing.

i decided that i don't care if he goes away. i will still love him. this time its really okay
never has it been like this. i feel it is worth it.

euphoria. . .

so i am on cloud nine. and content to sleep alone.

and proud to say that i really am in love.

and yes. . .

this time i really had an orgasm. hallelujah!!!

**sorry for those of you who weren't expecting the explicit content, this journal is first and foremost for me. so many apologies if you got offended. i am just super happy and in this great place right now, and i feel the need to talk about it. no harm intended********
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