Mar 15, 2005 22:09
i've felt a bit messed up lately, and im not entirely sure why, cause theres not much going on - as usual.
but my head has been off on one and its been very difficult to distract myself of stop it. but anyway its not that big a deal really. im just annoying myself more than anything.
dad went to see the counsellor again today, when he came back he was practically in tears. i hate seeing him like that. i dont think he even knows why he feels sad and everything anymore. in a way i wish he knew so he could work through it. but maybe it really is just a chemical physical thing, i dunno.
i dont know if i'll be back again or remember to come back more to the point but im away on friday for a couple of weeks and wont have access to the net, not that it matters that much as i dont regularly post or anything but anyway, least u know now!