The reasons I love Miranda More..........
Many people dont think that me and my fiance will work. I love negative re-enforcement because it gets me far in life if you haven;t noticed....Look where I am and look where most of you still are. They never thought I would make it this far in life or in the military. Well I am damn good at what I do and what better person to share it with, that the one you love. They say when you let something go and it comes back its true or ment to be. Well I have liked miranda since the day I layed eyes on her. No one knew that due to my situation. But I knew there was something more about her. I was driving through the Denny's parking lot just getting home from army land, and she just appeared in front of my car like a deer in head lights. She flagged me down and told me to go inside. Her friend at the time told her where I would most likely be. Well she was right and I was there. Prefect time. We all sat down and just chilled. It was such a relaxed enviorment. Even though she seemed not to be paying attention to me. lol. We all knew the situation with my ex and if I could of walked away that night and went off with M I would have in a heart beat. But sometimes people are stupid. About a week later I was gone again. We never spoke again. I then came back a long time after and she appeared again. She is themost amazing person to talk to once you get her to open up. But again I had to leave. But its the fact that I was out in my car and she just came up and said she didn;t know I was back in town and welcome home. She didn;t just ignore me. Some time went by again and It was time for me to take another break. Well this time I got to see her a lot more. I was at Rania's and if it wasn;t for her I dont think I would be with miranda right now. Or I would be but it could of been a lot harder. We flirted around but nothing serious. I kept making excuses to go in Rania's house because M was in there watching Tv. She looked so cute wrapped up in the blankets. I laid there and watched some Tv with her but was then interupted. Always being watched like a hawk. But I knew I had to get her alone so I could talk to her. It was 4th of July weekend. I was to be in a parade. But the night before a lot of us went down to the beach. I wasn;t in the greatest of moods and she came up to me as I was pondering on a rock. She said she wanted to go swimming. So I was like fine then go. Not knowing she actually had the guts to do it. Well she did. So I was like fuck no. Im not letting some girl show me up at MY beach. So I went running in to. I dont know why or how I ended up out there. But im glad I went. The sun came up and I decided to ride back in her car. Well as usual I had people tag along....(rania god damn) but it was still a fun ride home. We got back and I decided to take a little nap. Even though she slept at the complete opisite side of me it was still all good. But then I had to go to my parade. Well going down biddle I see a group of my peeps and some so called peeps. Some wanna be Ronnie Miller fan club members. lol. BUt she showed up. It was sweet. After the parade we decided to go swimming. Well we didn;t go right away but I held her to the word. I worked on my car for a bit and I was working my ass off to try to get her away from everyone. But I think people knew what was up because we were never left alone. So I was like fuck this M lets go swimming. She was like ok but then was like no. It started some drama with certain people that were being gay. So once again we finally went but people tagged along. The beach was really cold so I called up my boy with a pool and hot tub. We get there and went swimming. I ended up doing some crazy ass shit off the top of the roof and she decides to try to show me up. I drag her ass up onto the roof...literally. My bad babe. But we jumped off the roof and it was pretty cool. But I could feel the eyes trying to burn a hole in me. So I went into the hot tub to warm up and everyone follows me there of course. Everyone wants to be in my life and all. Wants to say "hey I know Ronnie Miller." So we all ended up going back to Rania's house. She said she was going to go to sleep. So I knew that was my que. She went in the back to go to sleep and I stole the bed away from her. But then I was like ok im a nice guy have the bed. We argued who would have the bed like little 3rd graders do but I slept on the floor. But I knew I would get to talk to her so it was all good. But nope. Things changed. I get people coming in trying to talk to me and tell me how cool I am and shit. So after all that I go to talk to M and shes passed out. Fucker. So Im like fuck it its pointless. Well I get woken up really early to someone wispering into my ear. It was M. She woke me up to say she was going to work and she had fun. We traded hugs and she was gone. After laying on the floor for which seemed like forever....I got my ass up and went to chase her down. But I was interupted once again by someone else. I finally got away and went home and packed my stuff. Thinking of what to do the whole time. So I left my house saying goodbye to my family and I headed to her work. I walked around for about 5 mins upstairs and down and didn;t see her. So I went to call it quits. But then I hear that voice. I look left and there she is. So I went over and she seemed to be blown away. We parted with hugs and exchanged brief stories of how much fun we had. I drove back to the NC and the whole time thinking of her. I get back and I message her. From there we started talking and I knew what I had to do. I got a chance to go home again and I did. We ended up going out on a few dates and it was great. And it all started from there. Its really weird (in a good way) how things work out. When your gut is just telling your there is something about that girl. It couldnt of worked out better. Everytime we see each other it gets better and better. Even though we are not good at watching movies together, its still a good time. I have never had so much fun with a girl before. She soon became my best friend and my only person to talk to when I was down. Im use to listening to other peoples problems and help them out. But no one ever helped me. Until now. I have gone through so much shit and the first person there in my corner is her. Plus its rare to find a girl that wont fuck around on you while your gone. A lot of girls around my age cant handle a serious relationship with out fucking up. Specially one whos in the military. But she handles it the best she can. Even though we dont see each other every day, we still bend over backwards to spend time with each other. And I think thats what helps us alot. We dont get to see each other every day so its like hitting the lotto when I do get to see her. I remember when she came down the airport stairs and just came running twards me. Like a scene in a movie. It as perfect. A hollywood love that wasnt so make believe. I love how she can open up to me even though it took a while. I like being that one person she goes to when she needs to release. I like having that responsibility. Its my job to make her happy. Its my job to take her pain away. No matter what it is. And everyone is saying how it wont work. Thats fine. Your entitled to your opinion. But is it more to despite me because of what other people say and tell people. Or is it jealousy? The newest one I have heard is that I am gonna cheat around on her becuase im in the military and shit. Or that it wont work out because im an asshole just looking to get married for money. Or whatever it is. I laugh at those people but at the same time feel bad for them. They dont have n e thing like I have. They have jobs....but I have a career. I have someone that I love and want to be with for the rest of my life....they have relationships with problems. So everyone decides to bring their shit on me because I am happy. Well fuck that. When you can wake up and think about someone and truely say you love them...then you know its something more than a weekend crush. When you go through a relationship and not have to worry about cheating or lying for once it feels damn good. She wasnt just a rebound chick like a lot of you all said. If it was dont you think I would pick something a little closer to where Im at. Exactly. Plus I love how she can go out with me and my friends. I dont have to choose who to hang with. Shes old enough to even go out and do shit. No more waiting for the big 21. Someone thats mature as me but as serious as me to. can joke around with her and not piss her off to easily. I mean yeah she gets pissed but we worked past that like 3 months ago. Once you cut out the middle men and the people causing drama your shit works a lot easier. She dependant on herself a lot and doesnt rely on me to buy her 90 dollar jeans. The simplest things make her smile. She has a great smile. I dont have to go buy her a million things just to see if she will be happy. Shes happy with just me with her. IDK why sometimes but hey it works. If I could look back into the past I never would of guessed us being a couple. Let alone being engaged. Shes the girl I have always wished for. The imfamous Ronnie Miller and Miranda. Who would of guessed. No one in the past group would have. I love how I can take her to my house one time and my parents fall in love with her. My dad has never really approved my girlfriends. Hes just said whatever makes you happy. Not with this one. He adores her. He actually goes out of his way to tell me how much of a great girl I have. My mom is absolutly in love with her. They go shopping and just hang out. My mom always wanted another daughter. And she gets along great with my sister. We can all go hang out with no problems. We can be all classy and go eat at fancy places with my parents and have normal grown up convo without me being embarrashed. She is mature enough to handle things. I dont have to worry about her acting like a little kid or not talking. She keeps the convos going. But at the same time we can go chill at the bar with my sister and her b/f and just have fun. Even though Im the one keepin the party going. My sister always wanted a sister to hang with. Now shes about to have one. My family is becoming a lot closer than ever before. I dont know if its because of M but its a pretty good guess. I just love how I can be myself and not have to worry about what she thinks of me. She loves me for me. And its a plus when my best friends get along with her. Her and Amanda have become really good friends and thats good because when me and graham deploy wiht will have each other. She is giving up a lot back home just to be down here with me. Pretty soon I will get to wake up to her beautiful smile every morning. And weather I stay in teh army or not....she has my back. Shes with whatever decision I make. That really means a lot to me. And I know this relationship has caused a lot of drama with people. People that think they know me or know what they are talking about talking shit. Well they dont know anything. They just hear shit through the grape vine. But like I said before. It motivates me. IM gonna show all these fuckers how its gonna be. If people stop talking to me over it then they are not my true friends. I found who they are. People that talk shit then deny it and try to be my friend. Its very amusing. BUt none of those people see how we are. They dont see when I take her out to eat and we just sit and talk and talk and talk. Plus she gets me free meals often. My family adores her. Almost as much as I do. I am no longer gonna be lonely. I will have someone with me all the time down here. I will no longer feel liek I am walking through life alone. I have found my partner. And her name is Miranda (soon to be) Miller.