terrified.
i'm going into something that i have never experienced before.
so far, all my goodbyes have been lackluster.
tonight sent me off my limit.
i cracked, finally.
shattered into a million pieces and have yet to stop.
drunken surprises and goodbyes equal one furious and torn up taylor.
whatever, no one has hope that i can make it.
and i don't fucking blame them.
i LIVE this city.
it runs through my fucking veins.
but i need a break.
its hard, needing a break from something that has consumed and been what i love for the past 4 years.
i can't pull myself away even though i need to. Terribly.
NO ONE CARES.
this is really destroying me.
i mean people care. but i mean its sucks cause i'm freaking the fuck out and i am so icy that i show none of it.
i dont know. it should be good i guess?
Theres 4 people that have meant more to me this summer than the world itself.
and i cant express how much i have replayed my goodbyes with them for weeks.
2 have not worked out.
tomorrow... all hell could break loose.
TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY.
WILL ANYONE SHOW SYMPATHY FOR THE FACT THAT IM SCARED SHITLESS.
just talk to me.
please.
until you do, goodbye.
so far, all my goodbyes have been lackluster.
tonight sent me off my limit.
i cracked, finally.
shattered into a million pieces and have yet to stop.
drunken surprises and goodbyes equal one furious and torn up taylor.
whatever, no one has hope that i can make it.
and i don't fucking blame them.
i LIVE this city.
it runs through my fucking veins.
but i need a break.
its hard, needing a break from something that has consumed and been what i love for the past 4 years.
i can't pull myself away even though i need to. Terribly.
NO ONE CARES.
this is really destroying me.
i mean people care. but i mean its sucks cause i'm freaking the fuck out and i am so icy that i show none of it.
i dont know. it should be good i guess?
Theres 4 people that have meant more to me this summer than the world itself.
and i cant express how much i have replayed my goodbyes with them for weeks.
2 have not worked out.
tomorrow... all hell could break loose.
TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY.
WILL ANYONE SHOW SYMPATHY FOR THE FACT THAT IM SCARED SHITLESS.
just talk to me.
please.
until you do, goodbye.