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So today I found out I had to decide between going to Basketball provincials in Arnold's cove next weekend
Or marble mountain.
I picked Marble. I want to go there so fucking badly.
Basketball would have been fun too, but come on
Marble.
Basketball's not exactly my favourite sport.
Yeah, its fun
But I definately prefer the free-spirited lone-wolf sports
Skate, snow.
I went driving for 2.5 hours today. Christ it was boring.
Friday (or is it Saturday?) I'm going down to the winter carnival for pictures.
Fuck, I dont even care If I didnt get asked to take pictures for money.
I want to do it for me.
Money gets more and more meaningless to me.
I think I'd be much happier without it.
Then again I need it for some things. As hard as it is for me to get my hands on.
People in my class were talking about how If basketball and marble were on a different day, theyd go to both, since their parents are paying for one anyway.
I just smiled and knodded, knowing I have to pay for marble completely myself, and If i went on two, I'd have to pay for both.
But I didnt want to tell them that my mother paid for my brothers' trip, but not mine.
Why do I feel like protecting that woman?
Ill stop complaining now; I hate complaining when there's no difference that I can make.