And The Days go By . . .
10 years ago I...
1. I was rather large and in charge yet surprisingly athletic playing softball, soccer, bowling, and tennis team for the Edgeworth Club. Putting it nicely, I was fat and made fun of.
2. I had very few friends with the exception of Michelle who lived next to me and Amy down the street
3. Mabes would come over every day, we'd visit my grandma atleast once a week, and my family was a proud member of the Edgeworth club as well as Allegheny Country Club.
5 years ago I...
1. I met some really crazy freshmen who would later become some of the most important people in my life.
2. Found out that change is horrible with my parents divorcing, my grandmother dying from cancer, and the threat of possibly moving.
3. Found out what it felt like to experience heart ache and the need for revenge for the first time.
4 years ago I...
1. It was junior year, I had lost two of the closest people I had ever loved and found out just how hard it is to cope with death of loved ones.
2. Decided to change my physical appearance.
3. Lost contact with those that I had known for years and had become so close to.
3 years ago I...
1. Started my senior year at QV High School, was completely immersed in my extra curricular activities so I wouldn't focus on my personal problems. I was captain of the colorguard/winterguard, a featured dancer and Kate in the school musical, a director for SPAM, was on the track team, was on Homecoming court, left fielder for the softball team, bass for the female barbershop quartet, part of the ensemble, and learning bellydance.
2. Was in a great relationship with the guy I had crushed on since my sophomore year and lost a friend over.
3. Experienced band camp being away from the school grounds and on a college campus, but also found out that my thyroid stopped working and that I was basically eating to stay alive.
1 year ago I...
1. I thought I had found the college for me and finally had decided that leaving Bonas was for the better.
2. Met someone who I though was the most amazing guy for me, I learned what I want from a relationship and what I don't want.
3. Found out that my family has severe issues.
So far this year I...
1. Gotten closer with those I see as people I want around in my life.
2. Realized I need to be away for college in order to finish and that maybe a campus would be good for me.
3. Realized just how random and fucked up I truly am.
Yesterday I...
1. Decided that I needed to change my hair among other things
2. Danced around so much and finished making plans that needed to be made.
3. Spent time with my mom which I haven't done in a really long time.
Today I...
1. Went grocery shopping as well as finished other much needed errands.
2. E-mailed Courtney about California and setting up and getting ready for me to head out there in January.
3. Realized I'm alone and it sucks completely. I'm not where I want to be, I'm not who I want to be and I feel like I just don't belong here anymore.
Tomorrow I...
1. Get my hair cut and dyed to something new and random.
2. Will talk to Hailey, one of the few people I feel that I can trust completely.
3. Finish the script so that when Weds. comes around I can show Nick before we go work out.
1. I was rather large and in charge yet surprisingly athletic playing softball, soccer, bowling, and tennis team for the Edgeworth Club. Putting it nicely, I was fat and made fun of.
2. I had very few friends with the exception of Michelle who lived next to me and Amy down the street
3. Mabes would come over every day, we'd visit my grandma atleast once a week, and my family was a proud member of the Edgeworth club as well as Allegheny Country Club.
5 years ago I...
1. I met some really crazy freshmen who would later become some of the most important people in my life.
2. Found out that change is horrible with my parents divorcing, my grandmother dying from cancer, and the threat of possibly moving.
3. Found out what it felt like to experience heart ache and the need for revenge for the first time.
4 years ago I...
1. It was junior year, I had lost two of the closest people I had ever loved and found out just how hard it is to cope with death of loved ones.
2. Decided to change my physical appearance.
3. Lost contact with those that I had known for years and had become so close to.
3 years ago I...
1. Started my senior year at QV High School, was completely immersed in my extra curricular activities so I wouldn't focus on my personal problems. I was captain of the colorguard/winterguard, a featured dancer and Kate in the school musical, a director for SPAM, was on the track team, was on Homecoming court, left fielder for the softball team, bass for the female barbershop quartet, part of the ensemble, and learning bellydance.
2. Was in a great relationship with the guy I had crushed on since my sophomore year and lost a friend over.
3. Experienced band camp being away from the school grounds and on a college campus, but also found out that my thyroid stopped working and that I was basically eating to stay alive.
1 year ago I...
1. I thought I had found the college for me and finally had decided that leaving Bonas was for the better.
2. Met someone who I though was the most amazing guy for me, I learned what I want from a relationship and what I don't want.
3. Found out that my family has severe issues.
So far this year I...
1. Gotten closer with those I see as people I want around in my life.
2. Realized I need to be away for college in order to finish and that maybe a campus would be good for me.
3. Realized just how random and fucked up I truly am.
Yesterday I...
1. Decided that I needed to change my hair among other things
2. Danced around so much and finished making plans that needed to be made.
3. Spent time with my mom which I haven't done in a really long time.
Today I...
1. Went grocery shopping as well as finished other much needed errands.
2. E-mailed Courtney about California and setting up and getting ready for me to head out there in January.
3. Realized I'm alone and it sucks completely. I'm not where I want to be, I'm not who I want to be and I feel like I just don't belong here anymore.
Tomorrow I...
1. Get my hair cut and dyed to something new and random.
2. Will talk to Hailey, one of the few people I feel that I can trust completely.
3. Finish the script so that when Weds. comes around I can show Nick before we go work out.