Frustrated
It's been 5 months since my last contract ended.
It's not unusual for me to have long periods of not working, but normally I'd at least be getting interviews.
If I had a definite plan, then I could work towards it. But right now everything is up in the air. I don't like feeling this insecure.
Maybe this is a turning point in my life. Maybe I need to change some fundamental attitude that will both make me happier _and_ secure.
There's a common phrase in anime. Do what you can for today. Just keep moving forward.
It's not unusual for me to have long periods of not working, but normally I'd at least be getting interviews.
If I had a definite plan, then I could work towards it. But right now everything is up in the air. I don't like feeling this insecure.
Maybe this is a turning point in my life. Maybe I need to change some fundamental attitude that will both make me happier _and_ secure.
There's a common phrase in anime. Do what you can for today. Just keep moving forward.