So, I'm here again. Tonight went well, until the tv started to over heat. He went to go get cards, I don't know if it was the beer or what, but during cards I started to pick a fight. I know it's my falt. I know it is. It just got to the point where I had to leave. I texted Ryan and asked where he was and if he minded coming to pick me up. ( Read more... )

I've been told that I should start doing my journal everyday. So here I am. I hate my job. I don't like myself. I hate my mood swings. I dispise my dog b/c she's shits everywhere...I love Adam and I don't know if I should. I'm scared b/c I can't do anything right, I want to have a good life, become someone in some way...I don't have the balls ( Read more... )

So today was our 11 month of being together. Everything went fine in the morning. I get up and dress and head out to my car. I happen to notice that my door was open. I know that I didn't leave it open when I went shopping for food. I then notice that my glove compartment was open as well as my middle storage compartment. I then see all of my ( Read more... )

hHad a good time last night with Anna, Gena and Adam. We went to the bar to sing and drink for a little while. I ended up being the DD so I drove Anna's truck back to the apartment. Gena told me this morning that during the ride home Adam was rubbing her legs, grabbing her hand and putting it on his dick, and trying to kiss her. I was so upset ( Read more... )

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I had a fight with Adam. Over stupid shit. One thing lead to another...I kept pickin and pickin about the car that he was working on and why it wasn't done. I wanted to know why he was always low on money. I wouldn't leave it alone. I needed to know where the money was going. I picked at it enough to the point were he yelled at me the reason ( Read more... )

So, I've moved into my own apartment with my boyfriend. We now live in Cary. So much easier than driving 45 minutes to Garner everyday from Wake Forest. Now I only have to drive 15! WHOOT!

Now it's just me trying to get my dog in here...She needs to be potty trained....and she's 2. Any suggestions?

I am depressed for no fucking reason.

Bloated fatty mess...OMG...I hate being fucking female and I'm not even on the fucking rag...

I'm still right around 126lbs....for some reason I feel as if I need to loose more. If I don't please tell me other wise. Thanks....<3