May 23, 2005 00:06
Today has been a very sad day. I failed my Eller assessment test by 1 point--just like before. This means I have to reapply next semester. I know this happens to people but I didn't think it would happen to me. I let the stress get to me. I know which ones I got wrong and for the most part why. I remember clenching my jaw the entire time. I hate accounting! But it doesn't matter now because I get to be a semester behind. The bastards already cleared my schedule.
I have classes I can take to fill up my schedule but webreg isn't up and I'm afraid that UA will go in to do financial aid, see that I have no classes scheduled, and give me no money. I'm trying to have faith that this happened for a reason, that for some reason God wants me to be on this certain path. Maybe one day it'll make sense. I hope everything is going to be ok.
Alicia called to tell me the results were in on Friday but I was in Flagstaff for my cousin's wedding and didn't get to know the results until today. I tried to enjoy the weekend. The wedding was good. There was a table of single guys scoping out my sister and me and my aunts wouldn't stop teasing us about it. It was pretty funny though and quite the opposite of what most weddings are like.
To avoid awkward invitations to dance I held on to Aidan most of the night. Aidan is my adorable 7-month-old cousin with red hair and mischievous grin. He's gotten big though! My arms are sore. We bonded, I can officially say now that he can tell me apart from the rest of the cousins. The rest of the trip was mostly driving plus a short dip in the jacuzzi tub and a tour of NAU for my sister.
My parents snore very very loudly so I didn't get a lot of sleep. I did, however, get many text messages from David which were cute, flirty and amusing. *crosses fingers for Wednesday* Talking every night for 5 hours has been great but I've really missed him since he's been out of town all week. Speaking of the devil, here comes a game of truth or dare, lol