FF: Dear Diary Series 3/?
Title: Dear Diary series 3/?
Author: ran_aya
Date Written: 11/15/05
Rating: PG-13
Characters: JJ; Dee ( no pairings, sorry) -_^
Warnings: JJ may be a bit OOC, but I hope in the end I will have the hyper JJ we all love.
Spoilers: none so far
Disclaimer: Not mine, all the wonderfull guys belong to Sanami Matoh. *wails*
Notes: Let's pretend that this is not a story but JJ's diary which has somehow found its way to this journal. It starts with his first day at the police academy. I still don't know when it will end, but who knows. *shrugs*
Happy reading! ^_^
Tuesday 10/8/19…
We are friends!!!!!!
No - not as in boyfriend - just friends. Hey, better than nothing, right?
For the first time in a long time I have a real friend again. I didn’t know how much I missed that until I had it again.
It is nothing like the fake friendships I had in High School or College.
No, this is real!!!
Over the last weeks we spent a lot of our spare time together, just talking about all the world and his brother.
You know what I mean.
We talked about our lifes and families, in Dee’s case about Mother Lane - the penguin - as Dee refers to her, I wonder if she knows about that, and the other kids at the orphanage.
One day he event told me about Jess, the cop who had found him, and what has happened to him only a few years ago.
I could clearly see that these events still hurt him and probably will hurt him for much longer, as strong and tough as Dee seems to be on the outside, so vulnerable is he on the inside.
He tries to hide his soft side under layers and layers of rough behavior, but it is still in clear sight for everybody who really looks at him.
It took him some coaxing and prodding until I in turn told him about my fellow student and how they treated me all the time and how bad it became when I had my coming out.
To be a nerd was bad enough, but being a gay nerd made it even worse, not to mention my odd hair color.
When Dee asked me about my hair, I tried to explain it, the result was a Dee hanging in his seat and roaring with laughter.
Okay, in retrospective it was hilarious to hear about my different failure attempts to give my nearly white-blond hair a darker color. I started with brown, tried different shades of red until in the end I stayed with the aubergine hair dye which gave my hair this light lavender color.
But the moment Dee broke out in fits of laughter I almost regretted telling him.
In between giggles and gasps for air he explained that he tried to visualize me with hair the color of a carrot and my face when I saw it for the first time.
I only hmpf-ed before I joined in his laughing.
God it felt so good to talk and have someone to listen to.
Author: ran_aya
Date Written: 11/15/05
Rating: PG-13
Characters: JJ; Dee ( no pairings, sorry) -_^
Warnings: JJ may be a bit OOC, but I hope in the end I will have the hyper JJ we all love.
Spoilers: none so far
Disclaimer: Not mine, all the wonderfull guys belong to Sanami Matoh. *wails*
Notes: Let's pretend that this is not a story but JJ's diary which has somehow found its way to this journal. It starts with his first day at the police academy. I still don't know when it will end, but who knows. *shrugs*
Happy reading! ^_^
Tuesday 10/8/19…
We are friends!!!!!!
No - not as in boyfriend - just friends. Hey, better than nothing, right?
For the first time in a long time I have a real friend again. I didn’t know how much I missed that until I had it again.
It is nothing like the fake friendships I had in High School or College.
No, this is real!!!
Over the last weeks we spent a lot of our spare time together, just talking about all the world and his brother.
You know what I mean.
We talked about our lifes and families, in Dee’s case about Mother Lane - the penguin - as Dee refers to her, I wonder if she knows about that, and the other kids at the orphanage.
One day he event told me about Jess, the cop who had found him, and what has happened to him only a few years ago.
I could clearly see that these events still hurt him and probably will hurt him for much longer, as strong and tough as Dee seems to be on the outside, so vulnerable is he on the inside.
He tries to hide his soft side under layers and layers of rough behavior, but it is still in clear sight for everybody who really looks at him.
It took him some coaxing and prodding until I in turn told him about my fellow student and how they treated me all the time and how bad it became when I had my coming out.
To be a nerd was bad enough, but being a gay nerd made it even worse, not to mention my odd hair color.
When Dee asked me about my hair, I tried to explain it, the result was a Dee hanging in his seat and roaring with laughter.
Okay, in retrospective it was hilarious to hear about my different failure attempts to give my nearly white-blond hair a darker color. I started with brown, tried different shades of red until in the end I stayed with the aubergine hair dye which gave my hair this light lavender color.
But the moment Dee broke out in fits of laughter I almost regretted telling him.
In between giggles and gasps for air he explained that he tried to visualize me with hair the color of a carrot and my face when I saw it for the first time.
I only hmpf-ed before I joined in his laughing.
God it felt so good to talk and have someone to listen to.