I officially have no more use for a live journal. I know myself now and I have no need to look back on depressed an confused times.

This is the last post before I delete it.

Im not upset or anything, Im actually happy with myself. :)

It's me again. had a pretty rad day. had a great evening. that's about it. My fingers are too numb to write anything else, my room is freezing! Im cold!

Know yourself and follow your heart.

You can have exactly what you want. What you need.

Everyday I spend with you, the closer I feel brought back to you ( Read more... )

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Soooooooo, I wake up quick, at about noon. Just thought that I had to be in Kern schools soon. Got all my paperwork finished on my new car. I then spent about 2 hours washing a detailing it. Then I took a shower. I went out and had a wonderful dinner with Kelsey, our food was great, and we hung out afterwards. I must say I love being around her ( Read more... )

Yes I finally got a car, and one I wanted. This is sweet, im so glad im done with all that non-car having stress, thank god. Acutally to tell you the truth, everything is going okay, and I don't mean with girls or money, I mean with myself, I'm happy to be alive and have many things I do like good friends and rockin' music ( Read more... )

This is a day of understanding, a day of answers. A lot was concluded tonight that I have been waiting for. I realized, as did Rachel, that I am in love with Kelsey, and that I want to be with her again and continue our love. Rachel has been an amazing friend through all this because she helped a lot in letting me understand that Kelsey is the one ( Read more... )

I found out about two minutes ago that my new soon to be nephew has died..... he died in Sommer's stomach, my brother is devastated. I am very upset myself because my nephew never got a chance to live, and I was extremely excited to be an uncle again. We were all very excited about him.

Im so sorry Nick and Somer, I love you both very much.

I feel amazing. I really feeling better about myself. I think Im going to be okay, I'm not depressed anymore ( Read more... )

(if your curious of the title of this entry, that's because when I get the chills my tattoo's tingle ( Read more... )