AAARRRUUUGGGHHH!! Stuff....
Teaching FrontPage classes to teachers today. What a thankless task! *winks* Actually, I'm kidding. I like doing it. At least the sites will be used for something useful... errrr... I hope they will anyway.
I've put the 'Sean at Origins' song video up on the 'Sean at Origins' web page. Wow. What a masterful bit of web design THAT was! So.. if anyone wants it.. that's where it'll be.
I leave Friday for my trailer. Be gone a week and couldn't be happier. I will miss all of you a lot. But I haven't been there since Memorial Day, and I really miss it.
I have a couple Sean/Elijah stories in the works, and one Sam/Frodo that I really am LOVING. God I love writing those two. They feel so different from Sean and Elijah... and yet, I feel the same kind of love between them.
Brian's going to Florida for a month. He's leaving while I'm at the trailer. I really hate it when he's gone that long. God, I miss him. But.. he needs to see his dad and his other grandma who adores him too. He misses them both something fierce... so I'm happy for him. Just... sad for me. That boy is the certer of my Universe... as anyone who knows me can attest.
Coming down a bit from my Origins high. And now that I've calmed down a bit, and analyzed it all a bit, it comes down to this for me. Most iimportant awareness to come from it: I have wonderful friends. That comes first.. even before Sean.
It's great that he knows about SANET. It's great that he likes the site and feels it does a good job for him and for his fandom. But that's not what means the most to me... believe it or not. What means the most to me is.... he's everything I ever thought he was, and more. He is worth the fight. He is worth the battles. He is worth defending. He's worth it. I regret nothing. I stand by every word I ever said about him or in his defense.
He really IS worth it!
I've put the 'Sean at Origins' song video up on the 'Sean at Origins' web page. Wow. What a masterful bit of web design THAT was! So.. if anyone wants it.. that's where it'll be.
I leave Friday for my trailer. Be gone a week and couldn't be happier. I will miss all of you a lot. But I haven't been there since Memorial Day, and I really miss it.
I have a couple Sean/Elijah stories in the works, and one Sam/Frodo that I really am LOVING. God I love writing those two. They feel so different from Sean and Elijah... and yet, I feel the same kind of love between them.
Brian's going to Florida for a month. He's leaving while I'm at the trailer. I really hate it when he's gone that long. God, I miss him. But.. he needs to see his dad and his other grandma who adores him too. He misses them both something fierce... so I'm happy for him. Just... sad for me. That boy is the certer of my Universe... as anyone who knows me can attest.
Coming down a bit from my Origins high. And now that I've calmed down a bit, and analyzed it all a bit, it comes down to this for me. Most iimportant awareness to come from it: I have wonderful friends. That comes first.. even before Sean.
It's great that he knows about SANET. It's great that he likes the site and feels it does a good job for him and for his fandom. But that's not what means the most to me... believe it or not. What means the most to me is.... he's everything I ever thought he was, and more. He is worth the fight. He is worth the battles. He is worth defending. He's worth it. I regret nothing. I stand by every word I ever said about him or in his defense.
He really IS worth it!