I hate my life (apart from John that is)
I will be refering to people by their initals, so I don't get sued.
So I go to work on Friday - feeling a bit happier than I had in a while because my apprasial wasn't so bad.
I get to three quarters of my way through the day and I am asked to collate all the weekend calls to be done by the out of hours team (of which I am a member!) so I say to my supervisor - You didn't send me the Out of Hours Rota for this month J. To which she blatently ignored me. So I ask Jen one of the other girls to send me her copy - which she did - and I'm not on it!!! For the first time in 3 years I am not on the Out of Hours Rota - which shocked me deeply because I've come to rely on the money it pays my bills etc....gives me a bit extra to blow on stuff I want - like books etc...
So I ask J why I'm not on the Rota and why the other girls (3) have 4 shifts each!!!!! J ignored me again - so I got angry and my voice rose - which I never do, because I'm usually such a mild mannered person.
To which J disappears and five minutes later my phone rings and she asks me to go in the conference room. So I go, really angry, because she's ignored me blatently. So I slam the door behind me and ask her again why I'm not on the Out of Hours rota. To which J replies
"It was decided after a meeting with me and D and S that you're not responsible or reliable enough to be on Out of Hours anymore." Talk about a slap in the face. So I started to cry, because I really wanted to hit her, but I couldn't - for being so mean. So I said..
"Reliable!! Responsible!! I've been doing out of hours for three years - I've never missed one - I've covered for girls who have called in sick at the last minute - How can you say that I'm not reliable." J looked uncomfortable - so I said I was calling S - who is her supervisor and she looked really scared. So I picked up the phone and called him, while J left the room.
S said he'd never had a conversation with J or D about out of hours and didn't know why I had been taken off it.
So J had lied.
So I called her back in and told her so and she looked trapped - so she sent me back to my desk. I was so angry I was shaking and crying and I couldn't take any calls.
Five minutes later she calls me back in and says...
"This decision was made by D and not by me or S and until we can speak to D about it, the matter is not to be discussed in the office." So basically - because D is on holiday for 3 weeks they passed the buck to shut me up!!
J blatently lied to my face and then denyed it when I caught her out.
I have lost all respect for her now and it makes me want to leave the company all the more.
And I'm still not on the out of hours rota - which means I lose about $400 a month.
Talk about shitty - and I'm still angry now about it - which shows you how much it pissed me off.
Meh!
So I go to work on Friday - feeling a bit happier than I had in a while because my apprasial wasn't so bad.
I get to three quarters of my way through the day and I am asked to collate all the weekend calls to be done by the out of hours team (of which I am a member!) so I say to my supervisor - You didn't send me the Out of Hours Rota for this month J. To which she blatently ignored me. So I ask Jen one of the other girls to send me her copy - which she did - and I'm not on it!!! For the first time in 3 years I am not on the Out of Hours Rota - which shocked me deeply because I've come to rely on the money it pays my bills etc....gives me a bit extra to blow on stuff I want - like books etc...
So I ask J why I'm not on the Rota and why the other girls (3) have 4 shifts each!!!!! J ignored me again - so I got angry and my voice rose - which I never do, because I'm usually such a mild mannered person.
To which J disappears and five minutes later my phone rings and she asks me to go in the conference room. So I go, really angry, because she's ignored me blatently. So I slam the door behind me and ask her again why I'm not on the Out of Hours rota. To which J replies
"It was decided after a meeting with me and D and S that you're not responsible or reliable enough to be on Out of Hours anymore." Talk about a slap in the face. So I started to cry, because I really wanted to hit her, but I couldn't - for being so mean. So I said..
"Reliable!! Responsible!! I've been doing out of hours for three years - I've never missed one - I've covered for girls who have called in sick at the last minute - How can you say that I'm not reliable." J looked uncomfortable - so I said I was calling S - who is her supervisor and she looked really scared. So I picked up the phone and called him, while J left the room.
S said he'd never had a conversation with J or D about out of hours and didn't know why I had been taken off it.
So J had lied.
So I called her back in and told her so and she looked trapped - so she sent me back to my desk. I was so angry I was shaking and crying and I couldn't take any calls.
Five minutes later she calls me back in and says...
"This decision was made by D and not by me or S and until we can speak to D about it, the matter is not to be discussed in the office." So basically - because D is on holiday for 3 weeks they passed the buck to shut me up!!
J blatently lied to my face and then denyed it when I caught her out.
I have lost all respect for her now and it makes me want to leave the company all the more.
And I'm still not on the out of hours rota - which means I lose about $400 a month.
Talk about shitty - and I'm still angry now about it - which shows you how much it pissed me off.
Meh!