Dec 25, 2006 18:59
ok so i know no one will ever read this so i guess im safe to write it all out. in the last few days my world was completely turned upside down. things that i thought were true were not and the things i thought were false were true. So i guess i should start by saying that my love life sucks as usual. Kim found someone good for you im happy for you and jelous at the same time. Megan im not sure what to say about whats going on between us because i dont know. Its hard for me knowing what i know now. But anyone that reads this thing also knows that my one true love is someone that is not here and i feel that i may never be able to get her back in my life. i cant seem to get a hold of her even though shes the only one i really want to talk to right now. then theres madeleine my sister she ignores my phone calls and wont talk to me. i havent seen her since the night of the installation and she didnt even talk to me when she saw me. So what does that leave in my life right now? megan, my parents, my game, and of course my brother who is over seas. How much worse could things get for me... i have no clue but sometimes you have to go through the dark to get to the light. i have faith in the fact that things will get better sooner or later hopefully the first rather than the last. well you all know how to get a hold of me if you want to but i doubt you will because no one reads this anymore