mild concern
I am recovering nicely from my All Saints Day trip, thank you. I appreciate all of the cards and texts I've received.
One thing I am ruminating is about the loss of my mental voices and invasive thoughts. It all goes back to the phenomenon of shouting out numbers at random during my trip. My original theory is my personality simulation program was getting a hard reset and I was only able to communicate in numbers during the reboot process. Maybe something along those lines happened, except without the SF-nal window dressing.
Maybe I did reset my brain at a fundamental level. Worse it may have deleted some files, like System 32, or I have to build them all over again.
One thing I am ruminating is about the loss of my mental voices and invasive thoughts. It all goes back to the phenomenon of shouting out numbers at random during my trip. My original theory is my personality simulation program was getting a hard reset and I was only able to communicate in numbers during the reboot process. Maybe something along those lines happened, except without the SF-nal window dressing.
Maybe I did reset my brain at a fundamental level. Worse it may have deleted some files, like System 32, or I have to build them all over again.