hi. long time, no see.
Last night I had an extended dream where I was living close to the beach and the ocean was raging every now and again. One vivid recollection had me walking along a glassed-in corridor when a powerful wave crashed against the windowed wall. The barrier held, but I was unsettled by the crash of sandy yellow water. Even in the dream I had an inkling that deep-down I was perturbed over something in my life, and this was merely symbolic of that fact. I am hoping the barrier was a protective one, where I am actively protecting myself and being rational, rather than unconscious keeping horrors at bay 'til I have a weak moment.
On Saturday night I linked up with Fish on Discord and he invited me to sit in on a Colorado gaming session. It was good just to listen to everyone but I felt out of my depth when it comes to playing a game. Haven't played a proper game in years and I felt a bit crippled by the fact.
Still struggling with my feelings for Edna. I am following my therapist's advice to just avoid, avoid, and avoid and if she ever reaches out to me then great but don't hold my breath.
Heh, after writing that sentence I reckon it's a funny juxtaposition with the ocean and holding my breath.
On Saturday night I linked up with Fish on Discord and he invited me to sit in on a Colorado gaming session. It was good just to listen to everyone but I felt out of my depth when it comes to playing a game. Haven't played a proper game in years and I felt a bit crippled by the fact.
Still struggling with my feelings for Edna. I am following my therapist's advice to just avoid, avoid, and avoid and if she ever reaches out to me then great but don't hold my breath.
Heh, after writing that sentence I reckon it's a funny juxtaposition with the ocean and holding my breath.