Dec 18, 2016 08:45
On my birthday, I did mushrooms for my birthday.
Since then I've had Rhapsody in Blue stuck in my head, as noted in previous entries.
This morning I reckon I sussed out the earworm.
If you just engage in psychedelics without making changes in your life, the effects last for about three months and the emotional baseline just rests higher than before.
The part of the musical piece is relevant and it's connected with the last scene in Manhattan. This week I did something more than continuing the same grind while gritting my teeth through the parts I've learned to endure. Also I have a balanced view of my neighbors lawn, understanding how it's just different but not better. Just the differences feel like they'd be better for me, but I wouldn't have the patience for the associated disadvantages.
Most importantly, it's okay to let go. Love is strong.
epiphany,
manhattan,
typical.blog.shit,
earworm,
mushrooms,
rhapsody.in.blue