12/20/2013
Booger is out of school until the 7th of Jan. I'm already ready to ship him off to anyone who wants him. I'm PMSing and the word Mama is driving me nuts. Along with the word why?
While hubby was home after Thanksgiving we put up the Christmas tree. The boy child redecorates it daily for me. This is exactly why I didn't buy glass ornaments. He has fun. Mostly the end up bunched on two or three branches. Right now though they are on the floor being decepticons or happy pigs. He's happy and all the special ornaments are out of reach so they don't get broken. It would probably be driving Husband crazy.
Hubsand left on the 15th. The night before we had a major blow out. I found out some secrets he was keeping and I'm working towards forgiveness. He's working on earning my trust back. We are both seeking counseling and possibly doing some mutual counseling in the near future. It would be difficult to manage but we're committed to giving it a shot. I have questions about what he did. I've been giving it some thought and seeking advice. I've been told by someone who has been through this that my questions will never have satisfying answers and I have to let them go and give him my trust or we'll never get through it. We're being open and honest with each other and trying to bridge the distance and let go of the anger and resentment we have towards each other. I'm hopeful.
While hubby was home after Thanksgiving we put up the Christmas tree. The boy child redecorates it daily for me. This is exactly why I didn't buy glass ornaments. He has fun. Mostly the end up bunched on two or three branches. Right now though they are on the floor being decepticons or happy pigs. He's happy and all the special ornaments are out of reach so they don't get broken. It would probably be driving Husband crazy.
Hubsand left on the 15th. The night before we had a major blow out. I found out some secrets he was keeping and I'm working towards forgiveness. He's working on earning my trust back. We are both seeking counseling and possibly doing some mutual counseling in the near future. It would be difficult to manage but we're committed to giving it a shot. I have questions about what he did. I've been giving it some thought and seeking advice. I've been told by someone who has been through this that my questions will never have satisfying answers and I have to let them go and give him my trust or we'll never get through it. We're being open and honest with each other and trying to bridge the distance and let go of the anger and resentment we have towards each other. I'm hopeful.