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current mood: very sad. very blue.
i am tired, hypersensitive and paranoid. not a good combination. i am liable to take injury of offence at most things that are said to me. not a good time to be interacting with the world.
sigh.
this is not a pleasant state. i am not a pleasant person in this state.
best once more to be silent. not talk to anyone.
dont answer the phone, or a touch, or a sound of your name.
i am no joy to the world like this and the world is no joy to me.
i dont want to be touched. i dont want to be touched. the hands are like a nightmare. make them go away.
i would prefer to crawl away somewhere and hide and not be found. only listen to the wind and the sea and the sound of my own heart beating.
silence speaks to me, and most often it is soothing.
probably a fortunate thing as i appeart to be losing my hearing.
i am tired, hypersensitive and paranoid. not a good combination. i am liable to take injury of offence at most things that are said to me. not a good time to be interacting with the world.
sigh.
this is not a pleasant state. i am not a pleasant person in this state.
best once more to be silent. not talk to anyone.
dont answer the phone, or a touch, or a sound of your name.
i am no joy to the world like this and the world is no joy to me.
i dont want to be touched. i dont want to be touched. the hands are like a nightmare. make them go away.
i would prefer to crawl away somewhere and hide and not be found. only listen to the wind and the sea and the sound of my own heart beating.
silence speaks to me, and most often it is soothing.
probably a fortunate thing as i appeart to be losing my hearing.