Depressed or Not Depressed
*sigh* today sucked.
Why do i have to fall in love...
with someone two states away...
My Future Journey:
1: Start out going WEST on VIA FORTUNA toward VIA CARRILLO. <0.1 miles Map
2: Turn LEFT onto VIA CARRILLO. 0.1 miles Map
3: Turn RIGHT onto VIA ZUMAYA. 0.1 miles Map
4: Turn LEFT onto PALOS VERDES DR W. 1.5 miles Map
5: Turn LEFT onto HAWTHORNE BLVD. 7.5 miles Map
6: Turn SLIGHT RIGHT onto HAWTHORNE BLVD / CA-107 N. 5.2 miles Map
7: Merge onto I-405 N toward SANTA MONICA. 31.7 miles Map
8: Merge onto I-5 N. 1089.7 miles Map
9: Merge onto WA-18 E via EXIT 142A toward AUBURN / NORTH BEND. 2.9 miles
10: Merge onto WA-167 N toward KENT / RENTON. 5.5 miles Map
11: Take the WA-516 exit toward WILLIS ST / DES MOINES. 0.2 miles Map
12: Turn RIGHT onto WA-516 E. 0.4 miles Map
13: Turn LEFT onto 1ST AVE S. 0.2 miles Map
14: End at Kent, WA
Total Est. Time: 17 hours, 47 minutes Total Est. Distance: 1145.62 miles
Am i really depressed or am i just thinking to much about everything...
i mean i have the best friends EVER they always have my back. (fatfat hehe).
i mean they all have the most amazing attributes:
Eva: shes always there for me when im confused, lost, heartbroken, or just simply in trouble, no matter how pissy or uncooperative i am she manages to always calm me down, and help me get through the hard times. She is truly a word for word description of a best friend.
Brian: brian brian brian...the way you make me feel inside is unlike anyother feeling, its pure and amazingly heartwarming. i love how i can be myself around you. you always know how to put a smile on my face...you turn my frown upside down, you even take the time to wipe the milk off my chin :]. i know its not easy for you to have someone you love so far away, but knowing your still willing to hold on and not let go, no matter how much it hurts makes loving you a millions times more satisfying. the distance we share shall not break our bond. my 3 for your cute face shall not die.
Alex: thank you so much for being a friend, i know ive been a major bitch, and believe me i know its not easy to deal with me, i have my mom to deal with...lol (were alot alike) i just wish i didnt disrespect you, when all you were doing was treating me like lady. your manners and consideration are exeptional you aer truly a gentelman, thank you for forgiving me. London Alex, Cali Ali. :]
Gilbert:AHHH ive known u sense i was a youngin, my goodness, lol. im really glad i finally started to talk to gil again, hes soo funny, we both share so much in common, we both <3 rawhide, surfing, music, and the cliffs, hes just so chill, i cant wait to hang out with him.
as for my other friends, i havent forgotten about you. i do love you all dearly!
I shall keep this sign forever and ever until the day i die!
