London

Aug 08, 2005 12:15

London is back. My x-bf,
Alex who lives in london also has a home in MB.
I call him london just because im cool like that.
We dated a few years back, and i knew i couldnt
have him cuz he was going to leave for london sooner
than i wanted him too. We dated for about 4 months
until i got pissy. I rejected him in the worst of
many many ways. I was such a bitch it was horrible.
But i only did it because I didn't want to fall in love.
Yes it was horrible, but at the current time my heart
couldn't take more than it already was dealing with.
Hense I wanted to prepare myself for the worst.
After two years of bitching at eachother I have
finally come to the conculsion that I gave up
the one thing that made me smile!

LittleZeroMisfit: hey qt
Alex123me: Hey
Alex123me: I never knew Ali to stay up so late!
LittleZeroMisfit: o stfu
Alex123me: WHAT! English please.
LittleZeroMisfit: look at my page...
LittleZeroMisfit: www.myspace.com/ilovedaisy
Alex123me: ok, yeah, its awsome
LittleZeroMisfit: really?
Alex123me: yeah, by far, yours in fun to read, ur x's is um shit
LittleZeroMisfit: HAHA
Alex123me: Sorry for not picking up when you called
Alex123me: hey do you have any hot girl friends haha, that are single
LittleZeroMisfit: me
LittleZeroMisfit: what am i not good enough
LittleZeroMisfit: FINE ILL GO DIE
Alex123me: No, you are by far, but you wouldn't do anything with me
LittleZeroMisfit: id date u in a snap
Alex123me: yeah right
Alex123me: bull shit ali
LittleZeroMisfit: im not kidding
LittleZeroMisfit: you want to know the truth about y i was a bitch
Alex123me: ok sure why
LittleZeroMisfit: becuase i knew i would have to eventually let go, and it hurt me that i couldnt have the one thing i loved
LittleZeroMisfit: i knew u would go back to london
LittleZeroMisfit: and leave me
LittleZeroMisfit: and i didnt want to elt myself get to attached
LittleZeroMisfit: but i did
Alex123me: bull shit, swear
LittleZeroMisfit: i sware on daisys life
Alex123me: wow, well hell ali, if I knew that, then I would make something out of it for sure.
LittleZeroMisfit: You treated me like a goddess
LittleZeroMisfit: ive never had a guy do that for me
LittleZeroMisfit: but it hurt me knowing i would never have you
LittleZeroMisfit: :-(im sorry
Alex123me: hell ali, thats cuz you are a fucking goddess
Alex123me: shit
Alex123me: your mad mad mad mad times a billjoikion hotter than any other girl I know fuck
LittleZeroMisfit: y did we waste time hating eachother!
Alex123me: I don't know, your telling me.
Alex123me: I mean...you are single
LittleZeroMisfit: :]
Alex123me: I am here for almost a month haha
LittleZeroMisfit: cant u MOVE HERE
Alex123me: hell ali, wish I could
Alex123me: this meaning you want to do something...or just stay mates your call.
LittleZeroMisfit: like
LittleZeroMisfit: i dont know
LittleZeroMisfit: im seeing a few guys (ok one)
LittleZeroMisfit: but they dont treat me nearly as good as you do
LittleZeroMisfit: and fuck they arent as hot either
Alex123me: haha, cheers
Alex123me: since your seeing
Alex123me: 'a few guys' then I shouldn't be a problem
LittleZeroMisfit: haaha
Alex123me: ur call
LittleZeroMisfit: i mean its not my fault i have DSL
Alex123me: well yeah duh
Alex123me: lol
Alex123me: so is this a go or no?
Alex123me: ali...
Alex123me: ?????????????????
Alex123me: talk ali
LittleZeroMisfit: i duno
LittleZeroMisfit: ull have to turn me on
Alex123me: and how would I do that!?
Alex123me: why aren't you talking..??
Alex123me: I would have to agree with CrackCityRocka66 your ex bf is the dumbest kid on earth
LittleZeroMisfit: y???
Alex123me: for giving up you
LittleZeroMisfit: im nothing special
Alex123me: what u kidding!?
Alex123me: Your hot, nice, sexy, turn me on easily and you give great DSL (Not that I would know lol). Great to talk to, fun to be around and your personality is soooo you. Never met a girl like you ever!
LittleZeroMisfit: then y did ulet me go?
Alex123me: I didn't let you go, I had to leave and I fucking wish I didn't! I missed you like hell. Every one in London knows about you. I couldn't stop talking about you!
LittleZeroMisfit: awww
Alex123me: Its the fucking truth. Your known as 'Ali from Cali' lol.
LittleZeroMisfit: OMG
LittleZeroMisfit: im guna cry
Alex123me: Don't, why!? Happy tears I hope!?
LittleZeroMisfit: yes
Alex123me: ok good!!
Alex123me: But we have to meet up for sure!!
LittleZeroMisfit: im coming to see u tomorrow
Alex123me: O vsm
LittleZeroMisfit: ahah
Alex123me: I can't. I have surf class in the morning and fucking going to some gay art this at 5!
LittleZeroMisfit: i knowi
LittleZeroMisfit: im walking to the beach
LittleZeroMisfit: guna watch u surf
LittleZeroMisfit: then walk u down to my beach
Alex123me: Oh really, ok cool!
LittleZeroMisfit: chillax for a while
LittleZeroMisfit: then u go home
LittleZeroMisfit: i complain
LittleZeroMisfit: then ill drive home

Omg hes the sweetest guy ever! I cant believe i ever let you go alex. You are seriously my best guy friend ever!!!
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