Randomness of Loren

[rainingdownrage]

R.A.P.E
I was your lil princess
How did this become such a big mess.
You pushed me and I hid from you
but my feet were stuck like glue.

Window open
Your daddys mowing the lawn.
I begin to give in
feeling as helpless as a pawn

You tied me to the bed post
so tightly i couldn't kick
I was as white as a ghost
hoping it would be quick.

You made me do it,
I didn't want it.
How could you take that away
and act like it was just play.

I screamed so loud, my ear drums broke
my tears made me choke.

Blood-stained floor
broken door
Moments of disbelief
trying to find relief

The smell of fresh cut grass
shattered glass
ripped shirt
body wants to invert

You gave this joyful nightmere all to me
and left me
by myself
being so afraid to even whisper the truth to someone else

You said it was a game
just like the ones before
you left me with so much shame
like a little whore

how can you do that to another human being
i was so afraid of seeing
in a dark room
full of so much gloom

This is the sad tale
of a childhood gone stale.
He took it all away
and left the very day
~Loren B Whitmer
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Life is so decietful