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I have so many things running through my mind. All these differant ideas, things, and worries being life-changing. If I am supposed to feel how i want to feel than how come I don't feel that way. Is it that my body won't let me, or I just won't let myself. How do I know how I am supposed to feel life is so insane.
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A garbage bag over my head
I was the only one found dead.
Did i bring this on my self
Or was the action belonging to someone else.
Moms crying
and daddy can't speak
My dieing
left them so helpless and weak.
Cause I'm only 16
Not a homecoming a queen
An outsider
A thought collider
I'm myself not anyone else.
And it changed in one moment
one single moment all the pain was gone
Did i do it
no...................................................
___________________God my writing is so weird!
___________________
A garbage bag over my head
I was the only one found dead.
Did i bring this on my self
Or was the action belonging to someone else.
Moms crying
and daddy can't speak
My dieing
left them so helpless and weak.
Cause I'm only 16
Not a homecoming a queen
An outsider
A thought collider
I'm myself not anyone else.
And it changed in one moment
one single moment all the pain was gone
Did i do it
no...................................................
___________________God my writing is so weird!