What do I say?
How am I supposed to respond? Can you tell me what to say or what to do in order to try to fix things? I mean, I never did anything to intentionally hurt anyone. And, I never meant for anyone to get mad at me or to hate me for anything I did. I think my only mistake was telling Amanda anything at all. Because, she couldn't just be my friend; she had to take anything I said and then spin it to her will. Honestly, I think all I did was like boys. And, I never did anything with anyone who I didn't care about. That doesn't make me a whore or anything else. It makes me a girl. I can't change that. And, up until you guys started posting bad things about me, I actually was happy with the person that I am. I shouldn't feel compelled to change who I am for people who honestly don't care enough about my feelings to tell me how they actually feel or to not lie to me themselves and then say that I am the liar. Thanks for telling me how you feel, but it's a little late, don't you think?
I've always thought that if you love someone, you have to tell them. It's not fair if you don't. And, if you dislike someone, don't pretend, because it only hurts someone in the end. I never pretended with any of you. I simply acted on how I felt. If that's so wrong, I say "screw honesty". What's the point of being honest when all you get is hurt in the end. Even if I haven't lied to anyone at all, people will believe I did. And, that seems just a little pointless to me.