I just want a boyfriend. What's so wrong about that? I just want someone to care and hold me and tell me that it's okay. Someone to look at me and have me know they care and think I'm beautiful. Why can't I have that? Am I that horrible? It's happened before so you can't tell me it doesn't exist! It's like candy to a child, once you have a taste, ( Read more... )

The eternal effects of your actions ( Read more... )

why does fate taunt me so ( Read more... )

the subject of the matter is, why do we do it? Why in our society have we become so depressed and brought ourselves to subject ourselves and others around us into a massive trend of drugs, cutting and many other techniques of causeing harm to ourselves? In a society that's growing massivly with opportunities blooming everywhere. We're not starving ( Read more... )

I’ve given up on giving up slowly ( Read more... )

Yep, I am. I miss it and wish I was back there. You have no idea how much I wish that. But what is there to do about it? I can't change it just the same that I can't move to Torrance, Cali just to be close to him. My mom would say it's too expensive. Or have some other reason. And it's not that I want to go off and have to make new friends cause I ( Read more... )

Let me clear something up a little bit here so I'm not consitered a "trendy bitch" or "follwer" Or some shit like that. *laughing* SORRY! If you knew what JUST happened you'd be laughing too. but yeah. I'm not quitting livejournal. I just don't write in it cause when I do, no one comments. and it makes me sad *tear* *emo face* LoL so yeah ( Read more... )

How I long to feel the things I do in my heart without the stinging everlasting pain of knowing it's not real and fearing it could never be. What has caused me to feel such emence pain and sarrow in my heart? I have never yet felt the breaking of my heart by someone who had changed their mind in the way they feel. Not once has any one tried to hurt ( Read more... )

Rosie: If you knew me better, you'd know that this is exactly the kind of thing that's likely to happen to me. Gettin knocked up, I mean. The point is it was my first time, I was a virgen before that. Wouldn't you know it, I'd get caught? Aside from everything else, I'm not lucky either. You see, if I were lucky, Harold and I could've succumbed to ( Read more... )

Wanna take a ride, get out of this place while we still have time ( Read more... )