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once upon a time i thought wanted an older brother, but what i really wanted was somebody to make fun of me but love me at the same time. so i guess i should just get a boyfriend. imagine how perfect my life would be. because it would.
and kind of is.
i mean, besides the little things, but those things don't count, because thinking big picture here. i have
good family
good friends
good times
so what bad could there be?
well.
today marks the one year anniversary of my grandfather's death and i don't think i'm grieving right. it certainly doesn't feel right. it's downright disrespectful, but i can't help but mourn all the other loves i've lost since that night. as if there's any comparison. i thought i had lined up plenty of distractions, but they all fell through. every single one.
is it 2007 yet? i hear it's going to be a good one. keep it on the dl.
and kind of is.
i mean, besides the little things, but those things don't count, because thinking big picture here. i have
good family
good friends
good times
so what bad could there be?
well.
today marks the one year anniversary of my grandfather's death and i don't think i'm grieving right. it certainly doesn't feel right. it's downright disrespectful, but i can't help but mourn all the other loves i've lost since that night. as if there's any comparison. i thought i had lined up plenty of distractions, but they all fell through. every single one.
is it 2007 yet? i hear it's going to be a good one. keep it on the dl.