Jan 23, 2011 01:45
And so I managed to survive through thurs. Went underwater world and tried skyline and luge. Was a rather fun day w the ggl. Was a bit late for xlb buffet, poor casey have to wait alone. We were all like hungry ghosts gobbling down the food. After everything then I realised why did I keep shabu shabu-ing throughout the entire 2 hours. I guess I'm just keeping myself occupied so I won't get to think. Feet was trembling as I was walking down holland v towards crystal jade. Thank god we were seated upstairs this time round. But while taking photos outside, I was staring at the seat we used to sit at. Very not right. But I know I need to bid farewell. I still couldnt face them, what a loser. Meiling was being very very observant to me for the entire day. She realised me stoning a few times and took very good care of me. Dear can fang xin.
After xlb we cabbed down to hj's hall. Had an awesome stayover and gift exchange. Hj was really v excited over her tom and jerry towel haha so cute of her. So hj started asking me more details abt him and what I'm planning to do etc. Can feel tt shes really concerned and I'm thankful. Idk why she and ml both feels tt he knows I do like him. Whatever, it doesn't really matter anw. Hj said he's esp sensitive towards me. Maybe becos he's really scared of me. Life at pantages seems incomplete without him arnd.
Pyro ytd was fun w ml, vanbo, cheryl, casey and dear. Laughing w them really removes all the unhappiness I got from work.
Today was kinda neutral. Thank god I got 3 external positions. Didn't really flare up today. Just that I really cannot stand ppl who don't even have the basic manners and courtesy. Grow up pls. As usual, I'm still very anti D1. Sorry I can't help it.
true friends should be true to each other. how real is life? or should i ask how fake is life?