Goodbye 2010
Reflecting back on 2010, the first month I was still interning with CX. Was busy with CSIT in Feb. And I started GOP on 01 March. Was rather excited abt work at first. But when I first started in 12March was a bit sian la. Cos don't know anyone yet. So slowly after 1 month, I started to get closer with them and this is really the 1 and only best thing that happened to me in 2010. I've got nice leads like Sham & Elaine. And our ga gi lang: Huijia, Yujia, Audrey, Peiling, Ah ma, Ricky, Meiling, Vanbo etc. I go so attached to my workplace till I worked for 14days straight without rest. Got a positive lead observation from Elaine and motivated me to work harder. So I love going to work till I get v emo in July cos uni is starting. 2010 was a drastic change to my life cos I started coming home real late every night. 12+ seems to be the norm now. Watched my very first sunrise and celebrated mid autumn for the first time. But work at uss also taught me to watch my temper. Sometimes my last warning temper really too uncontrollable and guests really last warning la. But still, there's a need to put on a smile and just roll eyes.
LCA ppl came over to cross train in July and that's how me and dear got to know each other. Actually we only talked more after her training haha. We got draw closer tgt becos of the similarities btwn us and thank god for each other, we survived till now. The strength and mental support we've been giving each other. Reminding each other to stay strong although we are not. Thanks dear for always making so many sacrifices and doing crazy things tgt w me. I really love you and please really take good care of your own health. My heart will pain ok. Must try to kan kai le. You'll eventually get to meet your own Mr Right.
So the other turning point in 2010 was the start of uni. I thank god the ppl I've met in uni are rather nice ppl are we are able to work well. Same pattern. But the stress is really unimaginable. Several times I really wanted to give up, even halfway through exams. But I still pulled through even though I did broke down a few times. I'm really not the study kind and I still prefer to work rather than study. But sighs I don't wanna disappoint my parents la. Staying in hall is another new experience. Gave me a lot of chances to sneak out to meet my dear uss friends and lots of stayovers, behind my parents' back, hahaha.
But reflecting back on 2010, it hasn't been a smooth year for me emotionally. For those who knows, yes I wonder how did I manage to pull through emotionally. It's been more than a coaster ride. Countless ups and downs. Fyi, no change in my status, I'm still single and will still be. Experienced some new situations and realised I can actually pretend to be stronger than what I expected. I am able to put on a mask so well in front of ppl. This entire thing is just a mistake and let it remain in 2010. I don't want to bring it over to 2011. Thanks to those who stayed by my side and gave me mental support. Without you, I wouldn't have been able to pull through. Although the situation now isn't at its best, I wouldn't dare to ask for more. Just let things be. I wanna start everything afresh in 2011. It's been a tiring year. 1 thing I've learnt for sure: I wouldn't allow myself to fall for anyone first anymore. I wouldn't give a damn abt r/s anymore. If it comes, it will come. No point thinking abt it. It's just killing brain cells.
Friendships also took a change in 2010. Even though there are still meetups w Jasper and Cr, it was becos of our effort. I guess we would slowly drift apart if no one bothers in 2011. Apparently we felt that Cr changed a lot ever since he got attached and if that's the case, I'm quite speechless. After graduation, I didn't even keep in contact w my poly friends. This explains how anti social I am in poly. Close friends like sj, yf, ariel ,xt and mf are still my close friends. Even Shawn. I appreciated him for surprising me for my bday and initiated to entertain me when I was bored. Hopefully everyone survives through uni and sj honey to find a full time job soon!
Went taiwan for the second time too and I absolutely love it! Heading to HKG in 2011 (:
Reflecting back on 2010:
New Year Resolution`10:
1) To graduate with minimum GPA of 3.9. Really hopefullyyy please. (becos im very near to 3.9 now..)- NO I didnt managed to. Stuck at 3.89.
2) CHANGE MY TEMPER again. 5th year le la. - got try to control temper lah.
3) Try to not be so snappy towards Mummy. Be more patienttt. Understand why is she so naggy. - got a bit of improvement.
4) Shape a better character. - ???
5) Hope to be accepted by SIN uni and into a course I like and survive well there please. - accepted but aint surviving v well leh.
6) Maintain friendships with close friends. - well i guess so lah.
7) Let things go completely. - yes I have to the previous one.
8) Learn French! (Ariel, we must do it this year! Haha) - oh no i didnt ):
9) Pass BTT on first attempt.- YES (:
10) Attend Jam's Singapore Concert. NO ):
Completed 6/10. I passed lah hahaha. Now time for 2011:
New Year Resolution`11:
1) Hang on there in NTU. Pass every module and get into tourism faculty.
2) Better control over temper, anger management.
3) Be a better person.
4) Being a stronger and optimistic adult.
5) Visit my ah ma more often.
6) Maintain close friendships w my uss loves and close friends.
Okay shall not be greedy for next year. Shall settle with 6.
I can smell that 2011 will be another busy year. I'm working till 1230am for countdown event tmr. 1 Jan 10am to 10pm. 2 Jan 11am to 830pm. 3rd Jan shld be spring. 4th Jan 8am to 6pm. night for meeting then kbox plus sunrise. 5th dear's bday and 6th 8am to 6pm again.
On a side note, I'm flying off to hkg on the 9th! :D
LCA ppl came over to cross train in July and that's how me and dear got to know each other. Actually we only talked more after her training haha. We got draw closer tgt becos of the similarities btwn us and thank god for each other, we survived till now. The strength and mental support we've been giving each other. Reminding each other to stay strong although we are not. Thanks dear for always making so many sacrifices and doing crazy things tgt w me. I really love you and please really take good care of your own health. My heart will pain ok. Must try to kan kai le. You'll eventually get to meet your own Mr Right.
So the other turning point in 2010 was the start of uni. I thank god the ppl I've met in uni are rather nice ppl are we are able to work well. Same pattern. But the stress is really unimaginable. Several times I really wanted to give up, even halfway through exams. But I still pulled through even though I did broke down a few times. I'm really not the study kind and I still prefer to work rather than study. But sighs I don't wanna disappoint my parents la. Staying in hall is another new experience. Gave me a lot of chances to sneak out to meet my dear uss friends and lots of stayovers, behind my parents' back, hahaha.
But reflecting back on 2010, it hasn't been a smooth year for me emotionally. For those who knows, yes I wonder how did I manage to pull through emotionally. It's been more than a coaster ride. Countless ups and downs. Fyi, no change in my status, I'm still single and will still be. Experienced some new situations and realised I can actually pretend to be stronger than what I expected. I am able to put on a mask so well in front of ppl. This entire thing is just a mistake and let it remain in 2010. I don't want to bring it over to 2011. Thanks to those who stayed by my side and gave me mental support. Without you, I wouldn't have been able to pull through. Although the situation now isn't at its best, I wouldn't dare to ask for more. Just let things be. I wanna start everything afresh in 2011. It's been a tiring year. 1 thing I've learnt for sure: I wouldn't allow myself to fall for anyone first anymore. I wouldn't give a damn abt r/s anymore. If it comes, it will come. No point thinking abt it. It's just killing brain cells.
Friendships also took a change in 2010. Even though there are still meetups w Jasper and Cr, it was becos of our effort. I guess we would slowly drift apart if no one bothers in 2011. Apparently we felt that Cr changed a lot ever since he got attached and if that's the case, I'm quite speechless. After graduation, I didn't even keep in contact w my poly friends. This explains how anti social I am in poly. Close friends like sj, yf, ariel ,xt and mf are still my close friends. Even Shawn. I appreciated him for surprising me for my bday and initiated to entertain me when I was bored. Hopefully everyone survives through uni and sj honey to find a full time job soon!
Went taiwan for the second time too and I absolutely love it! Heading to HKG in 2011 (:
Reflecting back on 2010:
New Year Resolution`10:
1) To graduate with minimum GPA of 3.9. Really hopefullyyy please. (becos im very near to 3.9 now..)- NO I didnt managed to. Stuck at 3.89.
2) CHANGE MY TEMPER again. 5th year le la. - got try to control temper lah.
3) Try to not be so snappy towards Mummy. Be more patienttt. Understand why is she so naggy. - got a bit of improvement.
4) Shape a better character. - ???
5) Hope to be accepted by SIN uni and into a course I like and survive well there please. - accepted but aint surviving v well leh.
6) Maintain friendships with close friends. - well i guess so lah.
7) Let things go completely. - yes I have to the previous one.
8) Learn French! (Ariel, we must do it this year! Haha) - oh no i didnt ):
9) Pass BTT on first attempt.- YES (:
10) Attend Jam's Singapore Concert. NO ):
Completed 6/10. I passed lah hahaha. Now time for 2011:
New Year Resolution`11:
1) Hang on there in NTU. Pass every module and get into tourism faculty.
2) Better control over temper, anger management.
3) Be a better person.
4) Being a stronger and optimistic adult.
5) Visit my ah ma more often.
6) Maintain close friendships w my uss loves and close friends.
Okay shall not be greedy for next year. Shall settle with 6.
I can smell that 2011 will be another busy year. I'm working till 1230am for countdown event tmr. 1 Jan 10am to 10pm. 2 Jan 11am to 830pm. 3rd Jan shld be spring. 4th Jan 8am to 6pm. night for meeting then kbox plus sunrise. 5th dear's bday and 6th 8am to 6pm again.
On a side note, I'm flying off to hkg on the 9th! :D