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things
are going greeeaaattt!!! lol. for the most part. (of course there
always has to be a catch!) i think i messed up my friendship with matt.
i really hope i didnt, idk, i shouldnt have called and said the things
i said or basically even bothered trying because where did it get me?
nowhere. i just want our friendship to be okay, that's really all i am
worried about at this point. anything past that i am basically over. im
definately over. like i said, and as i've told him sooo many times, all
i care about is that we come out of everything still as really good
friends. not the kind that never talk or never hang out, but the kind
that can really depend on one another to be there if they really need,
the kind that can hang out whenever and just be totally random and fun.
that's all. so. beyond that, things have been...interesting.
im worried about lindsey (jeff's sister, one of my closest friends). i'll leave that at that though. im just really worried about her and i hope she makes the right decisions.
jesse (ooh, a new name!!!)...lol. so, jesse is someone i met a couple of weeks ago. he goes to the same church i do (even though i dont really follow the religion per say anymore...), was in the westerly choir with my sister when they were younger, and basically is my personality in a male's body. it's rather amusing. he's just as sarcastic as i am, if not worse, so that is always fun. we could never watch a red sox/yankees game together cuz we'd probably kill one another....one of our few differences. anyways, we're having fun hanging out and getting to know one another, i dont think i've laughed so much in months. he took me out for sushi saturday night and we saw jay/chrissy/matt's mom and boyfriend there! lol. that was a good time! then we went to see the exorcism of emily rose, which i would recommend to anyone cuz it was really good.
things are kind of up in the air with a few other situations. i need to deal with them, i just dont know how to go about doing so. i miss my little sister so incredibly much. i love you banana head! (yeah, that's right, i called you banana head and you have to deal with it!!! lol)
other than that not much going on. oh, yeah, i have massive amounts of homework to do tomorrow on top of work. so i should get to bed. peace peoples <3
im worried about lindsey (jeff's sister, one of my closest friends). i'll leave that at that though. im just really worried about her and i hope she makes the right decisions.
jesse (ooh, a new name!!!)...lol. so, jesse is someone i met a couple of weeks ago. he goes to the same church i do (even though i dont really follow the religion per say anymore...), was in the westerly choir with my sister when they were younger, and basically is my personality in a male's body. it's rather amusing. he's just as sarcastic as i am, if not worse, so that is always fun. we could never watch a red sox/yankees game together cuz we'd probably kill one another....one of our few differences. anyways, we're having fun hanging out and getting to know one another, i dont think i've laughed so much in months. he took me out for sushi saturday night and we saw jay/chrissy/matt's mom and boyfriend there! lol. that was a good time! then we went to see the exorcism of emily rose, which i would recommend to anyone cuz it was really good.
things are kind of up in the air with a few other situations. i need to deal with them, i just dont know how to go about doing so. i miss my little sister so incredibly much. i love you banana head! (yeah, that's right, i called you banana head and you have to deal with it!!! lol)
other than that not much going on. oh, yeah, i have massive amounts of homework to do tomorrow on top of work. so i should get to bed. peace peoples <3