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so.
last night was fun! stayed @ em/kt/ash's house, hung out with people,
good times good times. it was very relaxing, i didnt worry about a
thing...except my monologue that i had not yet memorized for my romeo
and juliet audition today. ouch. but yeah, i managed to pull it off,
messed up a little during the audition today, but we'll see. the
director was very understanding, he seemed really cool. call-backs will
be posted monday morning, then actual call-backs are monday night. i'll
keep studying my monologue just in case. idk what they'll consist of,
but i'd like to be prepared...but no studying tonite cuz tonite im
going out. i suddenly do not feel like finishing this
entry...there's too much going on with everything. i will say that i've
met this awesome person who makes me feel so incredible about myself.
he's sweet and totally understanding, we have everything in common
(except he roots for the wrong baseball team. it's sad really! lol)...i
wish my life wasnt where it is right now though. im so confused. i hope
i can figure it out soon, and i hope that other people will figure
themselves out as well. it would make things much easier. i dont know.
i know that i want to move on with my life, it's just so much easier
said than done. i am treading very carefully with every little thing
that i do, i hope i make the right decisions.