Fuck everything, including your asshole.
So thank you to those who are emotionally supportive. I'm really lucky to have such wonderful people in my life. Keren with my babies future wife, or shopping buddy in her belly. Angela with all the confidence in her heart that things will be great for me. Just everyone who has loved and supported me to this point, and I know will continue. Thanks.
That's was the good happy part of this post, now to the rant.
Money, it's tight, like a preachers ass right now. He's got debt to pay off, not just a few bucks, a few hundred, and by a few hundred I am saying 600+. If that is not enough, we have rent, electricity, phone, and toilet fucking paper! Now, I wouldn't be so annoyed right now, if he doesn't need everything else on top of that.
He NEEDS a guitar tuner. He NEEDS new glasses. He NEEDS new shoes. He NEEDS Jack in the Box. He NEEDS computer poker games. He NEEDS the fucking light on even when it is NOON. He fucking needs everything.
So I put off getting the 50 dollars worth of pets/supplies that I have been wanting since I began thinking of being on my own... So that he can have his electric guitar and amp. So that we can get his shit out of storage. So that we can wipe our asses. Now, we aren't poor, we have extra money, but we need to save that up for when I am in school, and Aydin comes, because paying for everything is not going to be easy on a barely part time and a full time fast food income. (I will be getting a better job in spring of next year though.)So pretty much my needs are taken care of, and his wants are taken care of... Good. All I wanted, a ten dollar computer game... I didn't try to convince him I needed it. And when he decided he needed a 20 something dollar guitar tuner, I put my game back... Because if I get something he NEEDS to get something too. Not that we just didn't schedule a doctor visit for him to get a prescription and brand new glasses. Fuck I am pissed. And all he can do is call me a child for being mad about that.
Now apart from that... I had dinner with my mom, dad, brandon, and parents friend sarah. Just because I demanded that the fucking server check on us more then to take our order (which was EXTREMELY DELAYED) and to give us our check (Which was too fucking soon) I was being a total bitch I guess. I wish my dad didn't leave a tip. I also wish that my parents could get some sort of refund or discount because the fucking service sucked. NOT ONLY THAT!!!!! But the Fucking waiter said I talk too much! He said to me, that because I said, that he wasn't checking on us enough (loud enough for him to hear me) and then coughed (Loud enough to get his ass to walk over to the table) that I fucking talk too much. Everyone seemed to hate his bad service too, but the moment someone was bold enough to say something now I am a little bitch who talks to much. Makes me want to march down there and kick him in the face.
NOT ONLY THAT... I have acid reflex big time. I'm way tired. I have to go back to work tommorrow and close, then open the next day. I have knots in my neck and shoulders. I can't find the only comfortable pair of shoes I own. My PSP was stolen, or lost and I have no clue where or how to get it back. My hair SUCKS! Where is the fast growing hair perk I hear about? I'm not sure if I will get ANY fucking amount of comfortable sleep tonight. I slept till noon today, because I couldn't sleep last night. I'M ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good night.
That's was the good happy part of this post, now to the rant.
Money, it's tight, like a preachers ass right now. He's got debt to pay off, not just a few bucks, a few hundred, and by a few hundred I am saying 600+. If that is not enough, we have rent, electricity, phone, and toilet fucking paper! Now, I wouldn't be so annoyed right now, if he doesn't need everything else on top of that.
He NEEDS a guitar tuner. He NEEDS new glasses. He NEEDS new shoes. He NEEDS Jack in the Box. He NEEDS computer poker games. He NEEDS the fucking light on even when it is NOON. He fucking needs everything.
So I put off getting the 50 dollars worth of pets/supplies that I have been wanting since I began thinking of being on my own... So that he can have his electric guitar and amp. So that we can get his shit out of storage. So that we can wipe our asses. Now, we aren't poor, we have extra money, but we need to save that up for when I am in school, and Aydin comes, because paying for everything is not going to be easy on a barely part time and a full time fast food income. (I will be getting a better job in spring of next year though.)So pretty much my needs are taken care of, and his wants are taken care of... Good. All I wanted, a ten dollar computer game... I didn't try to convince him I needed it. And when he decided he needed a 20 something dollar guitar tuner, I put my game back... Because if I get something he NEEDS to get something too. Not that we just didn't schedule a doctor visit for him to get a prescription and brand new glasses. Fuck I am pissed. And all he can do is call me a child for being mad about that.
Now apart from that... I had dinner with my mom, dad, brandon, and parents friend sarah. Just because I demanded that the fucking server check on us more then to take our order (which was EXTREMELY DELAYED) and to give us our check (Which was too fucking soon) I was being a total bitch I guess. I wish my dad didn't leave a tip. I also wish that my parents could get some sort of refund or discount because the fucking service sucked. NOT ONLY THAT!!!!! But the Fucking waiter said I talk too much! He said to me, that because I said, that he wasn't checking on us enough (loud enough for him to hear me) and then coughed (Loud enough to get his ass to walk over to the table) that I fucking talk too much. Everyone seemed to hate his bad service too, but the moment someone was bold enough to say something now I am a little bitch who talks to much. Makes me want to march down there and kick him in the face.
NOT ONLY THAT... I have acid reflex big time. I'm way tired. I have to go back to work tommorrow and close, then open the next day. I have knots in my neck and shoulders. I can't find the only comfortable pair of shoes I own. My PSP was stolen, or lost and I have no clue where or how to get it back. My hair SUCKS! Where is the fast growing hair perk I hear about? I'm not sure if I will get ANY fucking amount of comfortable sleep tonight. I slept till noon today, because I couldn't sleep last night. I'M ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good night.