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He says he will do anything possible to get me back.. But he doesn't understand that its harder than that.. he hurt my hurt, he damaged my soul.. I thought we were soul mates but we aren't.. my life is dark because I again have been betrayed..And I can't take it.. its killing me on the insides.. I trully love him and I get ready to just shed all and then I find out.. I cant believe I ever had sex with him.. knowing he was thinking of someone else maybe...
I hate that I love him.. I hate him..
but see the sadest part is I dont hate him... not at all.. thats why it hurts so bad.. I just wish I could curl up and be his.. but I cant..
I wish sometimes my life would of been different, but I cant change that.. I have to live with all this rough shit.
Brittany
I hate that I love him.. I hate him..
but see the sadest part is I dont hate him... not at all.. thats why it hurts so bad.. I just wish I could curl up and be his.. but I cant..
I wish sometimes my life would of been different, but I cant change that.. I have to live with all this rough shit.
Brittany