Friday!
Well I really love fridays because me and Ryan can do whatever we want even though we dont have much money right now.. we will probably watch movies we have and play video games, play a board game or something..
I came up with this idea.
When me and Ryan need to talk about things we will work on this puzzle that I have.. its a Panda one that I got a while ago.. Its huge so it will really give us time to talk about things and we wont fight because we will be so relaxed and will have open minds because of doing the puzzle.. He agreed it will do good and we will probably start on that either today or tomorrow.. whichever doesnt really matter!! because we will be working things out..
Im thinking about really letting him in on my history, my past telling him things but I dont know if he will get it.. He needs to understand that my life was hectic and that all I need is someone to trully get it and be there for me.
I need a job, Im looking but I cant seem to find anything that is open for someone my age or someone that will hire me. lol. Like Im not ugly just fat.. just kidding dont kill me everyone lol..
oH and I am having a little problem, why do people just stop talking to you for no apparent reason.. I dont understand it.. Like okay me and someone were trully close and talked on the phone almost everyday and then one day she stops talking to me and forgets about things we had talked about and then says Im just an OD friend when we were really close not just friends on here. Im so frustrated.. I hate friendships- well no not really just Im aggarvated.! I cant stand the fact that I have an awesome friendship with someone and we really cant hang out much.. that bugs me I just want to chill with her! lol. It sucks I mean shes awesome and we might be going out this weekend or next weekend together.. not a date like hanging out! So that will be awesome! I love that girl so much.
We may go to Epcot this weekend or something Im not really sure I want to go to wet n wild but Im to chunky for that.. We figured Epcot because we both cant go on rides and they have some fun stuff there so that will be exciting.. Im not really sure maybe me and him will just go somewhere and just be together.. anywhere will be good in fact.
I love my boyfriend and he happens to be an amazing man but I cant get the fact that he told his ex he loved her and missed her after we were together.. I dont understand it and never will he said he said it to get her off his back but Idont know what to believe..I have no trust in him and he will have to earn it back.. if he can, because no girl should Im him that is his ex and no girl should say anything sexually or anything to him or he will never have anything from me.. I opened up to him and even though all I want to do is yell and scream Im not I'm keeping my cool that he told his ex he still loved her.. but whatever I guess we will see what the future holds.. I want him to change his phone number and his screen names so I dont have to wander if hes talking to the whore.. but he could always switch over onto his other sn and talk to her.. god this bugs me.. I have absolutely no trust in him right now and he better try and earn it back.
Oh my god King Henry, my Chinese water dragon looks so amazing.. his fin is awesome and his color is so amazing now. He is really starting to look adorable and I love it so much.. He is so cute!!
Um oh and today we may have to take Dino, the Uromastyx to the vet or something because he keeps getting this thing over his nose... like snot or something and its making it hard for him to breathe so we need to have that taken care of.
Oh and the golden gecko is doing good.. he pooped on ryan yesterday lol. And he still has no name.. but did you all see what he looked like.. hes so soft because he is webbed gecko meaning he has nothing on his body that is sharp or pointy except for his itty bitty teeth. He has these toes that latch onto you because they are webbed.. hes a lot like a frog !! lol..
Well this entry is long ..
sorry lol.
xoxooxoxox
Brittany
I came up with this idea.
When me and Ryan need to talk about things we will work on this puzzle that I have.. its a Panda one that I got a while ago.. Its huge so it will really give us time to talk about things and we wont fight because we will be so relaxed and will have open minds because of doing the puzzle.. He agreed it will do good and we will probably start on that either today or tomorrow.. whichever doesnt really matter!! because we will be working things out..
Im thinking about really letting him in on my history, my past telling him things but I dont know if he will get it.. He needs to understand that my life was hectic and that all I need is someone to trully get it and be there for me.
I need a job, Im looking but I cant seem to find anything that is open for someone my age or someone that will hire me. lol. Like Im not ugly just fat.. just kidding dont kill me everyone lol..
oH and I am having a little problem, why do people just stop talking to you for no apparent reason.. I dont understand it.. Like okay me and someone were trully close and talked on the phone almost everyday and then one day she stops talking to me and forgets about things we had talked about and then says Im just an OD friend when we were really close not just friends on here. Im so frustrated.. I hate friendships- well no not really just Im aggarvated.! I cant stand the fact that I have an awesome friendship with someone and we really cant hang out much.. that bugs me I just want to chill with her! lol. It sucks I mean shes awesome and we might be going out this weekend or next weekend together.. not a date like hanging out! So that will be awesome! I love that girl so much.
We may go to Epcot this weekend or something Im not really sure I want to go to wet n wild but Im to chunky for that.. We figured Epcot because we both cant go on rides and they have some fun stuff there so that will be exciting.. Im not really sure maybe me and him will just go somewhere and just be together.. anywhere will be good in fact.
I love my boyfriend and he happens to be an amazing man but I cant get the fact that he told his ex he loved her and missed her after we were together.. I dont understand it and never will he said he said it to get her off his back but Idont know what to believe..I have no trust in him and he will have to earn it back.. if he can, because no girl should Im him that is his ex and no girl should say anything sexually or anything to him or he will never have anything from me.. I opened up to him and even though all I want to do is yell and scream Im not I'm keeping my cool that he told his ex he still loved her.. but whatever I guess we will see what the future holds.. I want him to change his phone number and his screen names so I dont have to wander if hes talking to the whore.. but he could always switch over onto his other sn and talk to her.. god this bugs me.. I have absolutely no trust in him right now and he better try and earn it back.
Oh my god King Henry, my Chinese water dragon looks so amazing.. his fin is awesome and his color is so amazing now. He is really starting to look adorable and I love it so much.. He is so cute!!
Um oh and today we may have to take Dino, the Uromastyx to the vet or something because he keeps getting this thing over his nose... like snot or something and its making it hard for him to breathe so we need to have that taken care of.
Oh and the golden gecko is doing good.. he pooped on ryan yesterday lol. And he still has no name.. but did you all see what he looked like.. hes so soft because he is webbed gecko meaning he has nothing on his body that is sharp or pointy except for his itty bitty teeth. He has these toes that latch onto you because they are webbed.. hes a lot like a frog !! lol..
Well this entry is long ..
sorry lol.
xoxooxoxox
Brittany