Sep 05, 2004 23:43
apparently, i'm back. i dont have much to say other than i'm very unhappy. things aren't really going nicely, to be sure. i have seen lindsey a lot and i saw jessica today. chris has all but forgotten about me, i bet. he's been having nice happy times down there and this fraternity thing is more important than seeing me, i feel like. its all my fault, too. i can't see him. out of sight, out of mind.
getting backing into the tamagotchi fad for nostalgia's sake, and its damn cute. also damn cute, apparently: teri in little t shirt and pigtails with lollypop. make people talk to me. i was amused.
i want to be comfortably numb right now. want to drink, smoke, snort, something. i need a diversion. nothing short of chemicals has helped yet, either. bitch bitch bitch moan moan moan.