Where my life stands right now, a year later
So…. I’m not sure who reads this still or if live journal is an accent journal that no one reads anymore but I have to vent about sometimes and I’m bored. I have a new job; I work at children’s hospital where I am a pharmacy tech. I love the people I work with; well most of them are great! But there are a select few that I really don’t like what so ever. This one girl and her name is Amy man oh man do we tear up the place, laughter galore. I also like just about every full time person there and all the students, I’m happy for one girl she got accepted to nursing school in the fall so she’s going to do things better and beyond this. Its great fun and all but I believe I still want to be a dentist I just don’t think that I could spend the rest of my life being a pharmacist. 1. I think its too boring of a career. I mean do that all your life day in and day out. 2. I’ve always wanted to be a doctor and being a dentist will satisfy that. Right now I’m working 40+ hours a week, which is a little more than what I usually do during the school year. I’m saving up 2,000+ during the summer so during the school year I won’t have to worry about my car payments. In my mind not having to pay my car for about 10 months is a freaking blessing, so hopefully I will be able to do so.
School, lets see this coming up semester I will be a Sr. and will be graduating with a BA in the spring. And hopefully going into dental school. July 15 is when I have my big DCATS the test to see if I’m good enough to get into dental. I think I am I mean I’ve seen some of the people there and I know for a fact that I’m better than them in academics. If I don’t get accepted to dental school I did apply to graduate school which I’m not even worried about to tell you the truth. My grades are high, and have good recommendations. Well if my hopes and dreams do come true I will get into dental school and four years later I will graduating as a DDS aka doctor. The first one in my family in fact. That’s huge my cousins will hate me for it. So it’s all good.
With my family, my parents are doing very well. My dad has a new job that he really likes which is good for us because he doesn’t come home in a bad mood anymore. My mom is happy at her job. Every 3 weeks I go with her and get her nails done. You wouldn’t think this a big deal but to her doing that just raises her self image so much. It’s amazing how much happier someone can get with just a tiny little push. So she looks forward to that every 3 weeks or so. It makes her happy and it makes me happy. My sister Susie lets see she just graduated high school, and I just got her a job at Cvs where apparently she loves it and she is taking placement testing for college next week. She is well on her way to getting what she wants. I haven’t heard of any boy in her life as of yet, but I think I have an idea of whom she might be dating. I told my mom my little secret. Yes I did, but she didn’t take it seriously only a joke, or should I say she wouldn’t take me serious, she just thought I was joking and playing a practical joke on her. Which is fine in the end, I know now that nothing will ever happen with my little tiny secret. So doesn’t do me harm nor good, that’s the way I see it. On a lighter note my cousin Patti is with child. Yes she is pregnant and happy, and I’m happy for her. I hope she chooses me to be the godmother that would be so wonderful! She is due in January and I’m going to visit her then just for a weekend or so. She doesn’t know the sex of the baby yet but as soon as they can tell what it is she’s going to call me and tell me. Then I’m going to have to rush over to baby gap or some other baby store and by clothes and toys galore! In my family Spanish families first cousins become aunts and uncles when one of them has a baby thus making me an aunt in January. That’s exciting very exciting.
With my love life, all is “fine and dandy” as one might say. Or that’s the act him and I put on when people are around. He’s leaving for the navy in September leaving for quite a while, which of course I’m going to miss him dearly but in a way I think it’ll be good for us to spend some time apart. It’ll either break us or make our relationship stronger. I had the opportunity to be “happy and free” with some one else but I screwed it up, I actually cared about someone else and if they were about to kill themselves. Long story, don’t care much in going into it. But now that person is happy I hope. Well I hope that person is happy and not just putting up an act. That’s all I can really hope for and want. Aj he is a character, he loves me way too much. But at times he as do I get annoyed of each other. We fight just about every day of our lives. We haven’t been fighting recently because we haven’t gotten a chance to see each other. I haven’t seen him since Saturday night and yet we still manage to get into a feud about something or other. The only two nights we haven’t fought were last night and tonight. Crazy. It makes me sad that two people really don’t like each other, but have grown on each other so much that they can’t be apart. Or gown so much on each other that they made themselves love each other so much. It’s all happy and wonderful when we are together but apart…. It just makes me think. I’m really trying though; I’m trying to the point of no end. I try not to get into fights, and I try to treat him like I’m supposed to but sometimes I just can’t. I’ve told him this several times too, every time we squabble about something I calming say “never mind I don’t want to fight” then he says out with it, thus beginning of a new fight. In the middle of the whole thing I have to say I’m really trying not to fight but it’s impossible with you. Then sometimes I think that we’ve been together for way too long. A long relationship for two young people isn’t always good thing. Sometimes I feel that we are a married old couple. I do love him he is and will be my best friend in the entire world he knows every little detail about me and do I with him. Although I am going to miss him… hopefully in the end everything will work out like it supposed to.
well that is abou it for now. hopefull you've enjoyed this little update of my life and where i stand. until we meet again....
~Edith
School, lets see this coming up semester I will be a Sr. and will be graduating with a BA in the spring. And hopefully going into dental school. July 15 is when I have my big DCATS the test to see if I’m good enough to get into dental. I think I am I mean I’ve seen some of the people there and I know for a fact that I’m better than them in academics. If I don’t get accepted to dental school I did apply to graduate school which I’m not even worried about to tell you the truth. My grades are high, and have good recommendations. Well if my hopes and dreams do come true I will get into dental school and four years later I will graduating as a DDS aka doctor. The first one in my family in fact. That’s huge my cousins will hate me for it. So it’s all good.
With my family, my parents are doing very well. My dad has a new job that he really likes which is good for us because he doesn’t come home in a bad mood anymore. My mom is happy at her job. Every 3 weeks I go with her and get her nails done. You wouldn’t think this a big deal but to her doing that just raises her self image so much. It’s amazing how much happier someone can get with just a tiny little push. So she looks forward to that every 3 weeks or so. It makes her happy and it makes me happy. My sister Susie lets see she just graduated high school, and I just got her a job at Cvs where apparently she loves it and she is taking placement testing for college next week. She is well on her way to getting what she wants. I haven’t heard of any boy in her life as of yet, but I think I have an idea of whom she might be dating. I told my mom my little secret. Yes I did, but she didn’t take it seriously only a joke, or should I say she wouldn’t take me serious, she just thought I was joking and playing a practical joke on her. Which is fine in the end, I know now that nothing will ever happen with my little tiny secret. So doesn’t do me harm nor good, that’s the way I see it. On a lighter note my cousin Patti is with child. Yes she is pregnant and happy, and I’m happy for her. I hope she chooses me to be the godmother that would be so wonderful! She is due in January and I’m going to visit her then just for a weekend or so. She doesn’t know the sex of the baby yet but as soon as they can tell what it is she’s going to call me and tell me. Then I’m going to have to rush over to baby gap or some other baby store and by clothes and toys galore! In my family Spanish families first cousins become aunts and uncles when one of them has a baby thus making me an aunt in January. That’s exciting very exciting.
With my love life, all is “fine and dandy” as one might say. Or that’s the act him and I put on when people are around. He’s leaving for the navy in September leaving for quite a while, which of course I’m going to miss him dearly but in a way I think it’ll be good for us to spend some time apart. It’ll either break us or make our relationship stronger. I had the opportunity to be “happy and free” with some one else but I screwed it up, I actually cared about someone else and if they were about to kill themselves. Long story, don’t care much in going into it. But now that person is happy I hope. Well I hope that person is happy and not just putting up an act. That’s all I can really hope for and want. Aj he is a character, he loves me way too much. But at times he as do I get annoyed of each other. We fight just about every day of our lives. We haven’t been fighting recently because we haven’t gotten a chance to see each other. I haven’t seen him since Saturday night and yet we still manage to get into a feud about something or other. The only two nights we haven’t fought were last night and tonight. Crazy. It makes me sad that two people really don’t like each other, but have grown on each other so much that they can’t be apart. Or gown so much on each other that they made themselves love each other so much. It’s all happy and wonderful when we are together but apart…. It just makes me think. I’m really trying though; I’m trying to the point of no end. I try not to get into fights, and I try to treat him like I’m supposed to but sometimes I just can’t. I’ve told him this several times too, every time we squabble about something I calming say “never mind I don’t want to fight” then he says out with it, thus beginning of a new fight. In the middle of the whole thing I have to say I’m really trying not to fight but it’s impossible with you. Then sometimes I think that we’ve been together for way too long. A long relationship for two young people isn’t always good thing. Sometimes I feel that we are a married old couple. I do love him he is and will be my best friend in the entire world he knows every little detail about me and do I with him. Although I am going to miss him… hopefully in the end everything will work out like it supposed to.
well that is abou it for now. hopefull you've enjoyed this little update of my life and where i stand. until we meet again....
~Edith