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I really like this person.
But I'm trying not to.
I don't want to hurt any more people than I've already have.
I don't deserve the love I need.
Just because I'll screw it up as hard as I always do.
And I really don't want to hurt this person because it's a very nice and gentle person.
Some one I could fall for.
But that may not happen, never ever.
And though it's eating me to do this.
I really have to make him believe that I don't like him as much as I do.
I don't want to screw up some one else that I really like.
But I'm trying not to.
I don't want to hurt any more people than I've already have.
I don't deserve the love I need.
Just because I'll screw it up as hard as I always do.
And I really don't want to hurt this person because it's a very nice and gentle person.
Some one I could fall for.
But that may not happen, never ever.
And though it's eating me to do this.
I really have to make him believe that I don't like him as much as I do.
I don't want to screw up some one else that I really like.