doesn't it feel...

Jan 06, 2008 21:30

Doesn't it feel like you are alone in the world sometimes. You may have all the love you can stand, all the friends you could ever ask for, not poor, not destatute, yet you feel like the only person in your world. Everywhere you look, there are people, but they don't see you, don't talk to you, don't notice you, don't SEE you. They might smile, but they won't look for you, or get in touch with you. Then there are those people who won't stop attacking, pushing, pulling, messing up with you. It's to the point where you can't breath you're so lonely and confined. Check your email-empty...check your website-no ecknowledgements...check your pulse-barely there.

A change of place, a change of person, and a change is in order. Will you be missed? by few, will you miss, few. will you change? maybe? It's all about your head. Your head likes to play games on you, give you urges, give you wrong feelings. You wish you could be like someone else. you wish that you had something to do every day...and nothing to do all day. being mixed up and confused is what we are all about. No one understands you....i do. tears don't form, but a pain resides in your chest. a heavy hurt, it comes and goes...but it's still there.
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